mentally lost cel 1
A Ghost in Istanbul
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Previous day I woke up at 8pm at night , then I said you know what my life is so fucking shit let me walk a little bit maybe hopefully some car will kill me or some thug will stab Me
While I was getting out I saw tons of people with their friends , one low Becky girl dressed as a slut was coming in my apartment at 12 am midnight, it seemed like everyone had fun and they were going back to their own places with their significant others ,I felt jealous
i started walking petted some cute cats and animals, then I saw again adult man with pretty woman with them walking probably to their houses to have sex and shit
i even walked more to get killed or beaten to death by people , walked to dangerous places , while even they probably thought like man this guy looks dead there isn’t no meaning in killing a guy who’s already dead
I walked for 2 hours in Istanbul aimlessly to die
sometimes I cried and sat in a bank recording my messages to my family and to everyone
It was pretty fucking sad
That was my last Friday night
now it’s Saturday morning
I’ll probably sleep soon
maybe I’ll watch the Batman today
i wish my life was better
While I was getting out I saw tons of people with their friends , one low Becky girl dressed as a slut was coming in my apartment at 12 am midnight, it seemed like everyone had fun and they were going back to their own places with their significant others ,I felt jealous
i started walking petted some cute cats and animals, then I saw again adult man with pretty woman with them walking probably to their houses to have sex and shit
i even walked more to get killed or beaten to death by people , walked to dangerous places , while even they probably thought like man this guy looks dead there isn’t no meaning in killing a guy who’s already dead
I walked for 2 hours in Istanbul aimlessly to die
sometimes I cried and sat in a bank recording my messages to my family and to everyone
It was pretty fucking sad
That was my last Friday night
now it’s Saturday morning
I’ll probably sleep soon
maybe I’ll watch the Batman today
i wish my life was better