35 year oldCel here, I tell you guys, the days are long but the decades are short. 10 years 20 years it flies like a snap of a finger. It was around 2005 when I first saw my oneitis, I can still remember it vividly the way she walks, talks, smile, and brushes her hair. It's been 17 years has passed and I couldn't even get a single foid number let alone date. While chad zoomer who're born around mid 2005 are now having the time of their life while I'm rotting in my room.
After 35 years of loneliness, isolation, and inceldom I realized that being broke is worse then being an incel. That's why my priorities now is moneymaxxing, I know it will never help me ascend but I least it gives me comfort and security. I don't have any plan to rope, I'll probably live till my 60's, 70's, or may even 80's.
I'm a normie looking at best, It's my non NT that put me in this misery. Being non-NT ruined my finances too, for 35 years I only have a total of 4 years of experience. Any job out there requires some degree of NTness. I currently work as a software developer and I tell you guys even nerds and geeks doesn't want non-NT. You need to be NT to maintain your job, otherwise they'll bully you until you quit. That's why I have a lot of employment gaps. The longest job I had was only 1 year and 3 months, because it's really mentally exhausting to deal with normies and their office politics BS.
My current plan now is to moneymaxx until I achieved financial stability, I already accepted that I'm going to die alone, but at least I'm not homeless or begging.
It never begun for me. Sorry for my English(ethnicCel Here)
Edit: I also have Maladaptive day dreaming, and a lot of people think I'm crazy.
