Venting Killing myself tonight, I can't tell my family and irl friends so I just wanted to vent here

[johanthedeathnic]

Hi, sorry for being an attention-seeking faggot, it's not intentional, I just have so much stress built up within me because I know I'm doing this tonight. The 4473 form came back good, and I finally got the shotgun, specifically the Remington 870, and i made sure to get slugs (i understand nothing about guns) but apparently those are strong. Im such a fucking pussy, despite being depressed and suicidal my entire life i waited until i was 18 so i could buy a shotgun and have a quick and painless death. I see it as an almost poetic way to go out, my entire life ive been a useless coward and ill end my life in a cowardly way. Its just so pathetic, so many incels can at least tolerate their lives or find ways to bare it but I just decided to give up, and will essentially leave my family traumatized seeing my destroyed corpse in the basement. its just, why couldn't I have been a little taller, a little better looking, why couldn't I have been at least white(not trying to downplay the lives of white incels, please don't take it that way) It just feels like I got the worst hand, but I won't force myself to play it. I know im a grey and I wasn't active here much, but to whoever reads this i wish you the best, and I gave up on life but you don't have to.

 

[MajorThomas666]

I'm 5'5 and cannot even walk right, but I won't kill myself because we die in the end anyway. I just want to feel something, even pain. I hope you don't do it, but respect your decision. You have a community here that is in same boat.

 

[Icarus]

I'm sorry that things got so bad for you that you see no other way out

I hope you find the peace you're looking for.

 

[Xul]

Bye nigger

 

[Max Doltman]

youre 18? just fap stress away

 

[Kung-Fu Kenny]

Before you go, would you consider repenting to Christ? If you have nothing to live for, why not take a chance and ask Jesus for forgiveness before ending yourself? (Not trying to be rude or mean, just want your suffering to end peacefully, instead of continuing.) Godspeed brocel

 

[xxectrapieces]

Bye nigger

 

[ManOfVengeance]

Why are u only taking urself out.

 

[Xul]

Why are u only taking urself out.

 

[AutistSupremacist]

Rip brother

 

[BasedGoyslopReviews]

Why are u only taking urself out.

and

youre 18? just fap stress away

if ur 18 ur not even fully grown as a man yet
if ur truly desparate take a bunch of HGH and testosterone
if u cant get it, obtain it from black market
odds are u can still make urself grow til ur about 22
if it fucks up ur health u dont care at least u tried and then u can safely rope
correct me if im wrong^

 

[BricABrac]

Brutal that life has driven you to this point.

I do suggest making a radical life change first though. Move across the country, quite your job, get on a train whatever. You're already at the point you'll make an irreversible choice, why not do something a little less extreme first and see if it makes a difference?

 

[sbccel]

you should soldier 76 your mom and dad, they brought you into existence just to be sub5 and suffer.

 

[ManOfVengeance]

you should soldier 76 your mom and dad, they brought you into existence just to be sub5 and suffer.

Brutal how they turn him into a faggot for "inclusion"

 

[BeanChud88]

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Hi, sorry for being an attention-seeking faggot, it's not intentional, I just have so much stress built up within me because I know I'm doing this tonight. The 4473 form came back good, and I finally got the shotgun, specifically the Remington 870, and i made sure to get slugs (i understand nothing about guns) but apparently those are strong. Im such a fucking pussy, despite being depressed and suicidal my entire life i waited until i was 18 so i could buy a shotgun and have a quick and painless death. I see it as an almost poetic way to go out, my entire life ive been a useless coward and I’ll end my life in a cowardly way. Its just so pathetic, so many incels can at least tolerate their lives or find ways to bare it but I just decided to give up, and will essentially leave my family traumatized seeing my destroyed corpse in the basement. its just, why couldn't I have been a little taller, a little better looking, why couldn't I have been at least white(not trying to downplay the lives of white incels, please don't take it that way) It just feels like I got the worst hand, but I won't force myself to play it. I know im a grey and I wasn't active here much, but to whoever reads this i wish you the best, and I gave up on life but you don't have to.

Ok seriously tho don’t kill yourself you will let the people that wronged you and the feminists win but if you do take FOIDS with you but seriously don’t do it

 

[TooSomething]

If you are that suicidal and give your life meaning one last time by sailing to the antarctica to find an opening at the ice wall where you can pass through to extraterrestrial lands, discover them and maybe leave this gay earth for good, meat new species who might help you to heal, maybe unlock your full potential.

 

[Calamari Sun]

Don't do it dude. It can go wrong and you might survive and end up blind with a deformed face. It will make your life worse. It's not worth it

 

[Max Doltman]

If you are that suicidal and give your life meaning one last time by sailing to the antarctica to find an opening at the ice wall where you can pass through to extraterrestrial lands, discover them and maybe leave this gay earth for good, meat new species who might help you to heal, maybe unlock your full potential.

@Brainy

 

[Brainy]

@Brainy

the second to lowest line (middle of the insulated lines) is the highest voltage. just touching one won't do anything because it's not grounded, but touch two wires then suddenly you wake up in the next life in your incubation pod already grown and ready to fuck the most lifelike robots in history

 

[Caichan]

RIP BROCEL

 

[undesiredsamsung]

The 4473 form came back good, and I finally got the shotgun, specifically the Remington 870, and i made sure to get slugs (

Mogs me being able to afford a shotgun

 

[SilverBullet]

If you are that suicidal and give your life meaning one last time by sailing to the antarctica to find an opening at the ice wall where you can pass through to extraterrestrial lands, discover them and maybe leave this gay earth for good, meat new species who might help you to heal, maybe unlock your full potential.

just agarthamaxx bro

 

[rapetorturekill]

Before you go, would you consider repenting to Christ? If you have nothing to live for, why not take a chance and ask Jesus for forgiveness before ending yourself? (Not trying to be rude or mean, just want your suffering to end peacefully, instead of continuing.) Godspeed brocel

 

[StoryOfMyLaugh]

Hopes U Find Peace Elsewhere Beyond this Plane of Existence

 

[Loooooser]

See u in Valhalla

 

[InternalJizzz]

If you are that suicidal and give your life meaning one last time by sailing to the antarctica to find an opening at the ice wall where you can pass through to extraterrestrial lands, discover them and maybe leave this gay earth for good, meat new species who might help you to heal, maybe unlock your full potential.

^

 

[Xul]

Nigger is dead just let him rip

 

[InternalJizzz]

It might seem rough right now but I felt similar during my teen years, you’re only 18 man I encourage you to give life a chance at least and set a goal for yourself for something you’d like to do instead of doing something drastic like that. Looks are only one part of life and there’s more to life than just sex. I’m ugly truecel yet I found a way to cope.

 

[Chadrick Star]

Why are u only taking urself out.

You can take out like 5 npcs in gta4 before ending yourself surely.

 

[fokusin]

I'm glad he isn't in misery anymore

 

[Xul]

I'm glad he isn't in misery anymore

 

[poorenglishcel]

Don't do it brother. Stay here with us please.

 

[DeathIsNear888]

Hi, sorry for being an attention-seeking faggot, it's not intentional, I just have so much stress built up within me because I know I'm doing this tonight. The 4473 form came back good, and I finally got the shotgun, specifically the Remington 870, and i made sure to get slugs (i understand nothing about guns) but apparently those are strong. Im such a fucking pussy, despite being depressed and suicidal my entire life i waited until i was 18 so i could buy a shotgun and have a quick and painless death. I see it as an almost poetic way to go out, my entire life ive been a useless coward and ill end my life in a cowardly way. Its just so pathetic, so many incels can at least tolerate their lives or find ways to bare it but I just decided to give up, and will essentially leave my family traumatized seeing my destroyed corpse in the basement. its just, why couldn't I have been a little taller, a little better looking, why couldn't I have been at least white(not trying to downplay the lives of white incels, please don't take it that way) It just feels like I got the worst hand, but I won't force myself to play it. I know im a grey and I wasn't active here much, but to whoever reads this i wish you the best, and I gave up on life but you don't have to.

Killing yourself means they living is true retribution.

 

[Xul]

Don't do it brother. Stay here with us please.

He gone

 

[Xul]

Dont be greedy if he wants out of hell let him

 

[Mr Black]

You bought slugs? nice man thats what i advised to some guy earlier, retards buy buckshots and end up blowing their jaw and face away

 

[Dr. Butane]

You bought slugs? nice man thats what i advised to some guy earlier, retards buy buckshots and end up blowing their jaw and face away

only on .is do we encourage you to kill yourself + tips/tricks

 

[Mr Black]

only on .is do we encourage you to kill yourself + tips/tricks

lmao

 

[nirvanacowboy]

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Ok seriously tho don’t kill yourself you will let the people that wronged you and the feminists win but if you do take FOIDS with you but seriously don’t do it

 

[nirvanacowboy]

You bought slugs? nice man thats what i advised to some guy earlier, retards buy buckshots and end up blowing their jaw and face away

12 gauge 00 buckshot in the roof of mouth is an instant death sentence nigger. Retards who put their gun the chin will fuck it up no matter what.

 

[Mr Black]

12 gauge 00 buckshot in the roof of mouth is an instant death sentence nigger. Retards who put their gun the chin will fuck it up no matter what.

nigger

 

[Xul]

I wonder if we will see roped nigger in the news

 

[vuki]

Do smth to cope, better than death for me

 

[DeathIsNear888]

I wonder if we will see roped nigger in the news

I'd wait a few days before I declare him dead lol. Though it's defiantly not unlikely he killed himself, it's painful knowing you'll never get companionship. I'm glad though a few my uncles recognize how serious my situation is while my parents have their heads in the sand kinda ignoring the potential suicide building. My uncle figures i won't be around long lol, especially my great uncle is watching.

 

[nirvanacowboy]

. The 4473 form came back good, and I finally got the shotgun, specifically the Remington 870, and i made

Hey gray if you're not dead take the 870 to the range, it's an awesome gun I have one.

I wonder if we will see roped nigger in the news

Suicide rarely ends up in the news even particularly tragic childhood ones

 

[DeathIsNear888]

Hey gray if you're not dead take the 870 to the range, it's an awesome gun I have one.

Suicide rarely ends up in the news even particularly tragic childhood ones

There's a reason for that and they do it on purpose, because it can cause other people to commit suicide who are already on edge it's a ethical thing well known amongst news reporters.

 

[Shay]

Stay with us, we are your family, if you think it's over do the stuff you alwayd wanted to do, go say "FUCK YOU!!" to your colleagues/boss/peer , go travel or eat whatever you want.

 

[Nicusor_delaBraila]

Before you go, would you consider repenting to Christ? If you have nothing to live for, why not take a chance and ask Jesus for forgiveness before ending yourself? (Not trying to be rude or mean, just want your suffering to end peacefully, instead of continuing.) Godspeed brocel

 

[VanGobbel]

Let us know if heaven exists.

 

[Bulbasaur]

Women are chad only.
Suicide is tranny only.
Don't kill yourself.
The life of every brocel is precious.