Just want to kill myself today.

[Deleted member 236]

I'm glad I'm sleepy. But then waking up at 2am is suicide fuel. Might try and sort out my method tomorrow. I want to do charcoal gas, was thinking in a tent. But it's pretty complex and, realistically, I need to move out to my own place to do it. Even though I'm thinking of doing it outdoors, the equipment would raise suspicions with my parents. I guess I'll just get some rope and experiment with hanging first. I don't know where I'd do it, though, and I'm fat as fuck. 

Anyone else feeling the allure of the rope?

 

[KV3]

Don’t do it yet. Sort out all your shit, blow your money first. 2 in one week is just too much.

 

[Deleted member 236]

Don’t do it yet. Sort out all your shit, blow your money first. 2 in one week is just too much.

Don't have any money, man. Aside from my neetbux, which arrived yesterday. I won't, I'm a lazy coward. And I wouldn't take away the shine from the genuine suicide case.

 

[Incel_Dikshit]

Yeah same feeling i couldnt stop imaging how it felt to jump infornt of a train or when i put a pistol against my head.
Searched bestgore for some good and clean methods, pistol seems right.
But most people jump of a building too much chaos.
Anyway how old are you? Do you still live with youre parent?

 

[Sub8Hate]

I'm half assing my copes in order to not sui. Honestly my life isn't that bad, so I should stick around.

I'm quite sick, however, and I fear that I may do it spontaneously at some point.

>TFW you can't buy a gun due to mental illness.

 

[Captvic]

Can't lie Harvey may have started a trend because his post kinda gave me some courage to finally do it because I am in the exact situation as him. 0 friends, family is distant, literally all alone

 

[Deleted member 236]

Yeah same feeling i couldnt stop imaging how it felt to jump infornt of a train or when i put a pistol against my head.
Searched bestgore for some good and clean methods, pistol seems right.
But most people jump of a building too much chaos.
Anyway how old are you? Do you still live with youre parent?

31 & yes. You?


No guns available here. So not an option. I don't know how anyone jumps off a building or does the train thing. Too violent for my sensibilities. All those mangled bones.

 

[QuantumDummy]

Rope is such a nasty way to go.

 

[Deleted member 236]

Can't lie Harvey may have started a trend because his post kinda gave me some courage to finally do it because I am in the exact situation as him. 0 friends, family is distant, literally all alone

How old are you? Feel free to PM me or whatever.

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I'm half assing my copes in order to not sui. Honestly my life isn't that bad, so I should stick around.

I'm quite sick, however, and I fear that I may do it spontaneously at some point.

Difficult if you don't have a method down.

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Rope is such a nasty way to go.

It's one of the easiest. You lose consciousness pretty quickly. The only risk is someone finding you or the rope breaking before death and being left brain-damaged/vegetabalised.

 

[Incel_Dikshit]

31 & yes. You?


No guns available here. So not an option. I don't know how anyone jumps off a building or does the train thing. Too violent for my sensibilities. All those mangled bones.

31?! Im sorry to hear that brother, i hope that i have already killed myself by then or would be happily married. Im 20 and i cant stand it anymore let alone 11 years extra. There has to be a painless and clean way. Wel rope is the only solution i guess, it still weird the feeling that you cant reach for air. Yeah i live with my parents i really want to go live on my own but i dont have any friends etc. Lonliness will kill me then.

 

[BlackPillDealer]

would be happily married

Not possible for almost anyone in 2018, even normies.

Girls or lack of them is no reason to rope yourself for though. You're not missing out on much that you can't already get from an escort. It's too bad most incels will only realize this after they have had a girlfriend who cucked them. "oh shit he was right"

 

[nausea]

Rope is such a nasty way to go.

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Girls or lack of them is no reason to rope yourself for though. You're not missing out on much that you can't already get from an escort. It's too bad most incels will only realize this after they have had a girlfriend who cucked them. "oh shit he was right"

powerful

 

[Framecel222]

Kill some cops before you go.

 

[Weed]

Don’t do it yet. Sort out all your shit, blow your money first. 2 in one week is just too much.

Don't have any money, man. Aside from my neetbux, which arrived yesterday. I won't, I'm a lazy coward. And I wouldn't take away the shine from the genuine suicide case.

>me later in life

 

[kkt6]

Kill some cops before you go.

No guns in Britbong and OP is 5'7, very unlikely to succeed. 

To the OP:
Use your EU passport to live in some dirt poor, sunny country like Greece. You could still recieve British welfare while abroad, but live a higher quality of life in a poorer member state. If you wanted you could even move to one of your country's tropical island possessions. You do have some opportunity to enjoy living more, I wouldn't sui if I were you.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

A lot of painless ways to go like tablets.

 

[Reddit_is_for_cucks]

tall buildings work fine

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I want to kill myself too but I'm religiouscel. How could hell be any worse? I just want to get rid of these worldly heartaches. I'd rather have physical pain, at least that heals. Not emotional pain, that stays forever.

 

[Kointo1]

This site will be the death of me. It is so addicting that it has forced me to abandon all my past hobbies.

I might need to force myself to do a @battlefield3cel one of these days.

 

[Deleted member 60]

Harvey's death has me triggered, ngl. I don't wanna hear about this shit anymore.

Don't rope. If you're really fed up, at least do something that will make a diffERence. I'm tired of seeing my brothers die in vain.

Not possible for almost anyone in 2018, even normies.

Girls or lack of them is no reason to rope yourself for though. You're not missing out on much that you can't already get from an escort. It's too bad most incels will only realize this after they have had a girlfriend who cucked them. "oh shit he was right"

voice of reason.

 

[FeminismsCancer]

A lot of painless ways to go like tablets.

Careful here. Movies often depict suicide as someone who lies on a bed and a bottle of pills, some of them spread a bit everywhere but that's bs. Modern otc pills are designed to make suicide almost impossible and you just risk severe organ damage. 
What you need is a barbiturate like Nembutal. 
Carbon monoxide is the perfect poor man's suicide.

 

[Kointo1]

Not possible for almost anyone in 2018, even normies.

Girls or lack of them is no reason to rope yourself for though. You're not missing out on much that you can't already get from an escort. It's too bad most incels will only realize this after they have had a girlfriend who cucked them. "oh shit he was right"

Possibly, yes.

 

[ArtoriasWolf]

Careful here. Movies often depict suicide as someone who lies on a bed and a bottle of pills, some of them spread a bit everywhere but that's bs. Modern otc pills are designed to make suicide almost impossible and you just risk severe organ damage. 
What you need is a barbiturate like Nembutal. 
Carbon monoxide is the perfect poor man's suicide.

Oh that's a shame, it always looked so peaceful.

 

[Deleted member 236]

I want to kill myself too but I'm religiouscel. How could hell be any worse? I just want to get rid of these worldly heartaches. I'd rather have physical pain, at least that heals. Not emotional pain, that stays forever.

I'm guessing you've never had serious physical pain over a long period of time before.

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No guns in Britbong and OP is 5'7, very unlikely to succeed. 

To the OP:
Use your EU passport to live in some dirt poor, sunny country like Greece. You could still recieve British welfare while abroad, but live a higher quality of life in a poorer member state. If you wanted you could even move to one of your country's tropical island possessions. You do have some opportunity to enjoy living more, I wouldn't sui if I were you.

5'8. It's an idea. I think seeing so all the fun in the sun would just be sui fuel though.

 

[saddupbro]

31 & yes. You?


No guns available here. So not an option. I don't know how anyone jumps off a building or does the train thing. Too violent for my sensibilities. All those mangled bones.

Rope sounds more painful to me.

When I sui, I will jump off a high building and dive head-first.

Head-first because you wanna completely shatter your skull and brains, so you won't feel any agony at all.

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Kill some cops before you go.

No, kill some Chads.

I know many want to kill femoids but that will only deal a great blow to the incel community.

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But most people jump of a building too much chaos.

Go headfirst bro. No pain at all.

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I want to kill myself too but I'm religiouscel. How could hell be any worse? I just want to get rid of these worldly heartaches. I'd rather have physical pain, at least that heals. Not emotional pain, that stays forever.

Chronic physical pain can be really fucking bad too. And no dude, not forever.


As an atheistcel, I know that my miserable life will eventually end and that will be it. I also consider religion a major cope.


For you religiouscels, this life is just a split second compared to the eternal bliss after death.

 

[kkt6]

I'm guessing you've never had serious physical pain over a long period of time before.

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5'8. It's an idea. I think seeing so all the fun in the sun would just be sui fuel though.

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You forget about a lot when you live in a beautiful place. The pleasant climate, year-round green and warm sea do a good job of distracting you from your problems + everything is cheap. I grew up in and spend half my year in a sub-tropic country. People weren't meant to live in a frozen shitbox like England, it has a profoundly negative effect on you.

Living under the sun is the opposite of sui fuel; it is my only life fuel. You won't regret giving it a shot. Houses in southeast europe with electricity and plumbing and all can cost as little as a few hundred USD, you could probably buy one with your last welfare check alone.

 

[Grain_of_sin]

Kill some cops before you go.

Fuck cops. They are all corrupt scumbags. 

I can't wait to see an incel pull this off. Forget the stacies and chads, they are the real enemy.

 

[Framecel222]

Fuck cops. They are all corrupt scumbags. 

I can't wait to see an incel pull this off. Forget the stacies and chads, they are the real enemy.

Legit. If I was gonna go ER I would go on a pig killing spree.

 

[Deleted member 236]

You forget about a lot when you live in a beautiful place. The pleasant climate, year-round green and warm sea do a good job of distracting you from your problems + everything is cheap. I grew up in and spend half my year in a sub-tropic country. People weren't meant to live in a frozen shitbox like England, it has a profoundly negative effect on you.

Living under the sun is the opposite of sui fuel; it is my only life fuel. You won't regret giving it a shot. Houses in southeast europe with electricity and plumbing and all can cost as little as a few hundred USD, you could probably buy one with your last welfare check alone.

Yeah, the main reason I'm suicidal right now is because I've been day-sleeping the last week or two. Haven't seen any daylight. And there's only 8 hours of it this time of year. When I was younger I used to avoid the Sun due to acne and being angsty. The last few years I've realised the necessity of it. But I'd have to conquer a lot of shit before traveling became an option. I'd like to see America. Have lots of romantic allusions about the place, based on movies and TV.

 

[New-Cel]

Please don’t do it - we don’t need another death this week

 

[Deleted member 236]

Please don’t do it - we don’t need another death this week

kk will wait til Monday

 

[Kointo1]

I want to kill myself everyday.

 

[Deleted member 236]

I want to kill myself everyday.

Want in one hand, shit in the other.

 

[Kointo1]

Want in one hand, shit in the other.

Shit in both hands for me.

 

[anincelforlifelol]

Harvey started a trend. All hail Harvey. Let's end it together OP. East Coast? This life is fucking garbage. Dying alone seems so...lonely. I want to at least die with someone. At least I finally am with someone before I die.

 

[Deleted member 236]

Shit in both hands for me.

Sounds awful. How do you fap?

 

[Kointo1]

Sounds awful. How do you fap?

With the shit as a lubricant.

 

[Deleted member 236]

With the shit as a lubricant.

Does your dick look bigger when it's brown?

 

[Kointo1]

Does your dick look bigger when it's brown?

It only looks shittier.

 

[Deleted member 236]

It only looks shittier.

Mine couldn't look any shittier.

 

[Kointo1]

Mine couldn't look any shittier.

It's too far gone.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

I'm glad I'm sleepy. But then waking up at 2am is suicide fuel. Might try and sort out my method tomorrow. I want to do charcoal gas, was thinking in a tent. But it's pretty complex and, realistically, I need to move out to my own place to do it. Even though I'm thinking of doing it outdoors, the equipment would raise suspicions with my parents. I guess I'll just get some rope and experiment with hanging first. I don't know where I'd do it, though, and I'm fat as fuck. 

Anyone else feeling the allure of the rope?

Dont fucking do yet it man, pleasuremaxx first

 

[Kointo1]

Dont fucking do yet it man, pleasuremaxx first

How do you feel about incelman's permaban?

 

[Deleted member 236]

Dont fucking do yet it man, pleasuremaxx first

Been pleasuremaxxing for 10 years man. Porn and food addict. Why it's over. Got fat and old.

 

[GeneticDysfunction]

How do you feel about incelman's permaban?

I didnt even know he was permabanned, Im gonna rope. Why didnt they ban that future single mother chasing betabuxxing faggot St. Tropez? 

Its over.

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Been pleasuremaxxing for 10 years man. Porn and food addict. Why it's over. Got fat and old.

Lmao time to gymecel then, get in shape and maybe your mental state will change when your endorphins are rushing and you get leaner and healthier. And get off this forum bud, i know reality is a bitch but sitting here all day is like watching gore videos 24/7

 

[RREEEEEEEEE]

I want to kill myself too but I'm religiouscel. How could hell be any worse? I just want to get rid of these worldly heartaches. I'd rather have physical pain, at least that heals. Not emotional pain, that stays forever.

I'm guessing you've never had serious physical pain over a long period of time before.

I'm specifically talking about the aftermath of both physical and emotional pain.

 

[not_here_4_points]

Harvey started a trend. All hail Harvey. Let's end it together OP. East Coast? This life is fucking garbage. Dying alone seems so...lonely. I want to at least die with someone. At least I finally am with someone before I die.

You know there are ways to do that without getting anyone else to agree...

 

[Zielony4]

Same.

 

[Deleted member 236]

I'm specifically talking about the aftermath of both physical and emotional pain.

Have you had physical pain? I'd take emotional pain any day. Even though it makes me want to kill myself.