you have no business being apart of it. The only time I go around people is if I'm at the store, and everytime I go outside I have this terrible persistent feeling of anxiety, and I feel that way cause of my environment and the people around me. Everyone in my area is so judgemental, they look at me like I am the problem but then are covered in tattoos, fat, have normie bluepilled appearances, or have dysfunctional relationships.
It's just pointless, I can't ever go outside without people thinking I am a retard, I don't know what the issue is really other than my body language, it's like at one moment I am able to articulate very well and speak to my family very well, but on the other hand I can barely talk when I'm outside or look up in large public places, it makes zero sense when I switch from anxious to non anxious. No one will care how you feel or what you have to say, it really depends on the people you talk to, some will accept you while others will not even acknowledge your existence.
It's so funny cause I am actually very talented in my respected fields, and my looks aren't really that bad (I'm not super ugly but I could look better) it's just my autism failos me alot, because it fucks up my movements. Autism will destroy all the social constructs, because you just aren't a human at this point, you are a literal alien. You cannot relate to anyone, even the nerds won't fuck with you as an autist, been there done that, it's ovaaa
It's just pointless, I can't ever go outside without people thinking I am a retard, I don't know what the issue is really other than my body language, it's like at one moment I am able to articulate very well and speak to my family very well, but on the other hand I can barely talk when I'm outside or look up in large public places, it makes zero sense when I switch from anxious to non anxious. No one will care how you feel or what you have to say, it really depends on the people you talk to, some will accept you while others will not even acknowledge your existence.
It's so funny cause I am actually very talented in my respected fields, and my looks aren't really that bad (I'm not super ugly but I could look better) it's just my autism failos me alot, because it fucks up my movements. Autism will destroy all the social constructs, because you just aren't a human at this point, you are a literal alien. You cannot relate to anyone, even the nerds won't fuck with you as an autist, been there done that, it's ovaaa
