I really want to die

[Manlet]

It's really setting in I'm going to be alone forever and I'll never get to have sex a single time in my life and if I do it will only be with an escort or in a betabuxx relationship. I really don't want to live if I can't have a dignified life which I view sex with someone who genially likes you as part of having a dignified life. I know it's gay as fuck to make a bait post but I just don't really care at this point and it's making me increasingly low inhib and I just don't care what people think and I treat this place like my personal trashcan to just post whatever crap I want in so I can feel some form of stimulation in my life. I don't really know what the point of typing this is but fuck my life. I probably won't do anything anytime soon because I don't have access to any easy methods and I'm too much of a bitch but the rope calls me more and more everyday.

 

[PersonalityChad]

Relatable, i also want to neck myself but I'm too scared to do it

 

[Lonelyus]

For me im not quite ready to neck myself, There are still places i want to see on this planet.

 

[InMemoriam]

Relatable, i also want to neck myself but I'm too scared to do it

pretty much, too coward to actually pull the plug

 

[zd60]

quite relatable its why im so self destructive, i literally don't care for anything anymore i just like to test now and see what my meat sack body can endure before giving out

 

[FastBlast]

I am beginning to do research on the best methods to rope. I want to be ready with the knowledge and materials way before I decide to pull the plug. I need a quick painless method that won't make a bloody mess everywhere. It's going to be hard to get everything setup but I definitely need to prepare myself ahead of time

 

[FastBlast]

For me im not quite ready to neck myself, There are still places i want to see on this planet.

Look who's back with a new avi

 

[iwishiwasdead800]

For me im not quite ready to neck myself, There are still places i want to see on this planet.

i wish i had the audacity to kill myself so tired of this shit

 

[DeadOnArrivalCel]

No one who doesn't wanna be here should have to use a violent method of exit that may fail.
This fucking hellscape is only for the genetic elite and evil cunts.

 

[Fantasea]

haruhimaxxed

 

[Honig]

tbh i already have made an easy and effective plan but theres still some things i wanna do before i go through with it. but the knowing that i can always end it when the suffering gets too much is quite a relieving feeling. most of the time i can distract myself to the point where existing feels okay still.

 

[The Wolf]

tbh i already have made an easy and effective plan but theres still some things i wanna do before i go through with it. but the knowing that i can always end it when the suffering gets too much is quite a relieving feeling.

Exactly.

It's a shame, that the "sane" have restricted humans to decide upon their own alive status. If humans have a right to live, why not to not be alive? Something you never decided in the first place.

In difficulty, in illness, in helplessness, in tiredness... control over one’s death has always been a blessing!

It would be beautiful to drink something quickly and, without feeling anything or
maybe even feeling elated , just resting, 5 minutes later to get rid of this world.

No more pain or sadness.

most of the time i can distract myself to the point where existing feels okay still.

Me mostly not. I keep unintentionally thinking about how strangers treat me due to my looks it happens every day I go outside.

 

[Acorn]

I want to die and be reborn as some kind of inhuman entity

 

[Paladin]

Sometimes I wanna die and sometimes I don't and I jump between those two feelings a lot

 

[ItsOverMan]

*clicks the "Get Them Help and Support" button on Reddit*

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Relatable, i also want to neck myself but I'm too scared to do it

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Sometimes I wanna die and sometimes I don't and I jump between those two feelings a lot

 

[sk.feelsdevil]

Suicidecels on suicidewatch

 

[VersoffenerAssi]

Heil Dir comrade \o

 

[ULTRAMAN]

I wish I had a terminal illness so I wouldn't have to do it myself, but I never get sick.

 

[PolarIce20]

I almost pray to die sometimes but i dont think i should

 

[Lonelyus]

i wish i had the audacity to kill myself so tired of this shit

Why are you banned?