just spent 30 minutes walking around my room looking at my reflection

[Deleted member 3129]

spent 30 mins walking around viewing my reflection in a fucking metallic biscuit lid, jfl, i am so fucking hideously ugly, it's just low fwhr, no bones, zero forward grwoth, fuck everyone and fuck everything. i give up, everythign is predetermined. pray that i get my hand surgery so i can ascend through copes and find complete happiness and zen in DOTA.

 

[BlkPillPres]

pray that i get my hand surgery

What condition do you have?

I would tell you don't hope or pray, things barely come to people who do that.

You know that saying "God helps those that help themselves", it's complete bullshit, people that help themselves got what they did through their own work, Christians just want to give God the credit whenever something good happens.

Don't hope or pray, God doesn't care specifically about your success or happiness, you are going to have to do what you need to do, to get that surgery.

Hoping and praying leads to "complacency".

 

[Deleted member 3129]

What condition do you have?

I would tell you don't hope or pray, things barely come to people who do that.

You know that saying "God helps those that help themselves", it's complete bullshit, people that help themselves got what they did through their own work, Christians just want to give God the credit whenever something good happens.

Don't hope or pray, God doesn't care specifically about your success or happiness, you are going to have to do what you need to do, to get that surgery.

Hoping and praying leads to "complacency".

Ulnar nerve compression, it's the nerve that gives feeling to the ring and pinky finger, it's been going on for 2 years in April. I am not really religious, it's just so soul-crushing knowing that I will always be fuck ugly and in nerve pain if this doesn't get sorted quickly.

 

[Deleted member 39755]

everythign is predetermined.

this is the sad reality of existence