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I was just chilling there LDARing and I just looked up, realised this is me and this is actually my life, and I will never be happy no matter what; my life is wasting away and I will never really be apart of anything. I can't change my looks I can't change shit in my life. I'm just a fucking loser who can't do anything. It's not even a question of if I work really hard I can improve my quality of life. It is impossible. Feels good to be accepted here but I realise I am the single most undesirable human being in my area.
A huge sinking feeling hit my body as I really took it in all at once. It's like the blackpill has finally been digested and my mind makes a last ditch attempt to dispel it. I felt physically ill man. It's kind of worn off a little but I still feel that urge to just kill myself. True hopelessness. Fuck.
A huge sinking feeling hit my body as I really took it in all at once. It's like the blackpill has finally been digested and my mind makes a last ditch attempt to dispel it. I felt physically ill man. It's kind of worn off a little but I still feel that urge to just kill myself. True hopelessness. Fuck.