VLÖ
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felt as though I should make a post...
I'm convinced some kind of greater being hates me.
I live in a eastern european shithole and basically have no friends at all, let alone any girlfriends.
I'm about as cold as it gets, full on KHHHV with probably some kind of autism to boot.
All the girls here care about fucking status and money, so basically if you don't already have an established group just fucking give up.
But ironically, I've always gotten along with US people over the internet. And truth be told I "was" in a LDR with a girl, although I'm 100% sure I was just being used as an emotional tampon. but since I live here I had no way of checking. Hell she even told me that she had TEN FUCKING GUYS AFTER HER AT THE SAME TIME! FUCKING TEN!
Worst part is that I'm completely stuck here, I have no way out. I can't afford any means to get out of this country. I'm too poor to fucking afford anything. I can't even get a job. I hate this country, it probably is my fault but I don't want to be here anymore, I don't belong here.
And even if I did somehow magically get enough bux to move, all the people who I know now will have already gotten their own lives or expect me to betabux (with what money lmao)
It's not fucking fair
please putin invade
I'm convinced some kind of greater being hates me.
I live in a eastern european shithole and basically have no friends at all, let alone any girlfriends.
I'm about as cold as it gets, full on KHHHV with probably some kind of autism to boot.
All the girls here care about fucking status and money, so basically if you don't already have an established group just fucking give up.
But ironically, I've always gotten along with US people over the internet. And truth be told I "was" in a LDR with a girl, although I'm 100% sure I was just being used as an emotional tampon. but since I live here I had no way of checking. Hell she even told me that she had TEN FUCKING GUYS AFTER HER AT THE SAME TIME! FUCKING TEN!
Worst part is that I'm completely stuck here, I have no way out. I can't afford any means to get out of this country. I'm too poor to fucking afford anything. I can't even get a job. I hate this country, it probably is my fault but I don't want to be here anymore, I don't belong here.
And even if I did somehow magically get enough bux to move, all the people who I know now will have already gotten their own lives or expect me to betabux (with what money lmao)
It's not fucking fair
please putin invade