Oh god it was such brutal read
The first half was super relatable how bullies seem to have it better they get rewarded with love and woman and the bullied gets nothing
Elliott could not cope with that after all he had happy childhood most of you all did not have happy childhood (including myself) so you did not get your hopes up
Elliott was different he was not supposed to end up like that
But his family society even James ( his best friend) they all failed him
But worse of all he failed himself
He tried over and over again to turn his life around but he failed and gave up on it
He couldn't realize that the damage was already done having asparagus and being an outcast for so long you simply can't fix it
He couldn't handle it so he went insane
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The only solutions for him was to give up and find something else that he could at least enjoy
But no he did not want to rot away
But he did not win
at end of the day people will still f_$& and mock him like most normies do
They don't realize that he wasn't like this he saved his brother when he was kid
Only to plan to kill his little brother in fear that he would get foids when he grows up
A lot of people assume he was a narcissist which you can call him one but his narcissism a stemmed from his deep self hatred after being lonely for so long you have to think that you are some sort of a special person you have a higher purpose or you just simply can't cope with that reality
that's something that I used to do when I was a kid and it was behind brutal when that delusion shattered
Elliott knew he was loser he knew it but did not want to believe it
He wasn't spoiled
He was surrounded by extremely rich people so those were the only people whom he could compare himself to and compared to them he was living a miserable life that just human nature you compare yourself with your peers and among his peers Eliot Roger was truly miserable
At end of the day the only thing that I don't get is why he killed those poor sub 5 asain roommates of his he did say they were for it annoying but stabbing somebodyto death is too much
But reamber at end of the day he lost
Normies still have s$# and mock him even to this day
He lived a miserable life just to end it in more miserable way
I wonder what was he think before killing himself well I don't know but I can assume that for the first time in his life he felt in control and that must have been good feeling
The first half was super relatable how bullies seem to have it better they get rewarded with love and woman and the bullied gets nothing
Elliott could not cope with that after all he had happy childhood most of you all did not have happy childhood (including myself) so you did not get your hopes up
Elliott was different he was not supposed to end up like that
But his family society even James ( his best friend) they all failed him
But worse of all he failed himself
He tried over and over again to turn his life around but he failed and gave up on it
He couldn't realize that the damage was already done having asparagus and being an outcast for so long you simply can't fix it
He couldn't handle it so he went insane
.
.
.
The only solutions for him was to give up and find something else that he could at least enjoy
But no he did not want to rot away
But he did not win
at end of the day people will still f_$& and mock him like most normies do
They don't realize that he wasn't like this he saved his brother when he was kid
Only to plan to kill his little brother in fear that he would get foids when he grows up
A lot of people assume he was a narcissist which you can call him one but his narcissism a stemmed from his deep self hatred after being lonely for so long you have to think that you are some sort of a special person you have a higher purpose or you just simply can't cope with that reality
that's something that I used to do when I was a kid and it was behind brutal when that delusion shattered
Elliott knew he was loser he knew it but did not want to believe it
He wasn't spoiled
He was surrounded by extremely rich people so those were the only people whom he could compare himself to and compared to them he was living a miserable life that just human nature you compare yourself with your peers and among his peers Eliot Roger was truly miserable
At end of the day the only thing that I don't get is why he killed those poor sub 5 asain roommates of his he did say they were for it annoying but stabbing somebodyto death is too much
But reamber at end of the day he lost
Normies still have s$# and mock him even to this day
He lived a miserable life just to end it in more miserable way
I wonder what was he think before killing himself well I don't know but I can assume that for the first time in his life he felt in control and that must have been good feeling
