just be a selfish individualist. be a hedonist. make your individual pleasure the final and ultimate goal of your existence. nothing else matters and its all you can aim for anyway. do drugs and alcohol, escortcel, live as decadently as your income will allow. life is menaningles, there is no objective reason to live. hedonistic pleasure is the only rational thing to aim for. shut out the world and focus on what you can control, your own little insignificant life that is relevant to you and you only. with drugs and prostitutes you can muster enough dopamine to not care about being a subhuman reject. always be selfish. never concern yourself with anything bigger than your own life and the pursuit of hedonism.
