Venting Jfl at my high inhibited ass

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Can't even call at the pharmacy to order my fucking pills, i need to plan the conversation in my head in advance and replay it again and again. Fucking hate my foggy brain, fucking hate my mumbling monotone voice, fucking hate my face and my body, fucking hate autism and being a truecel, i hate the shame that i feel just living, i wish i could just disapear.

 

[Idotms]

 

[Saigon Depression]

i need to plan the conversation in my head in advance and replay it again and again.

This happens to me a lot as well.
Meanwhile normies use their phones without any inhibition.

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

 

[OwlGod]

why the pills?

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

This happens to me a lot as well.
Meanwhile normies use their phones without any inhibition.

It fucking suck i had to wait a day to musterup the courage to call them because they made a mistake.

why the pills?

Beetus and high blood pressure

 

[FlamingCel]

 

[Linesnap99]

high inhibition is brutal

 

[Deleted member 31122]

I used to be afraid of phone conversations too but now I just don't give a fuck what these lowlife toilets or cucks who work at call centers would think about me.

 

[Deleted member 27161]

I used to be afraid of phone conversations too but now I just don't give a fuck what these lowlife toilets or cucks who work at call centers would think about me.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

high inhibition is brutal

One of the most brutal pill tbh. I think there's only two things that break it, 1- a gf, that automatically elevelate your self value and confidence, 2- positive social reinforcement, won't change your self worth though.

I used to be afraid of phone conversations too but now I just don't give a fuck what these lowlife toilets or cucks who work at call centers would think about me.

Low inhibit mogger Can't even talk with my shitty autistic monotone mumbling voice tbh.

 

[FUCKITALLREEE]

Write it down.

That's what i ended up doing before calling, made bullet's points to help guide my speech but it was still fucking awkward af and i felt ashamed afterward tbh. NT can just talk fluently without efforts or overthinking.

 

[Deleted member 31122]

Low inhibit mogger Can't even talk with my shitty autistic monotone mumbling voice tbh.

That's exactly my voice, my phone has auto call recording feature and listening to my voice is cringe af, but still I don't afraid anymore