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Venting Jestermaxxing costed me my mental health and sexuality

Jestercelman

Jestercelman

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While many factors contributed to my inceldom (like my mother cheating on my father), jestermaxxing :feelsclown: and bullying are probably the main ones. I was very energetic and high spirited kid and I always liked to fool around and laugh. Every time school was over, I would go to nearby country side with my family to spend entire summer there (to this day one of my main lifefuels).

Among many social interactions, I made a dire mistake when I decided to share a very private thing regarding my masturbation habits (jestermaxxing) to two local chads :chad::chad: who were both older than me, 3x times bigger and stronger with dark triad personality traits. They were already filling my head with inappropriate sexual topics for my age (12-13). They of course decided to share that to entire village and within a day I became main punching bag for everyone. I am by no means ugly, but I am not a chad material, I was very short and skinny as kid so you will automatically get more shit thrown at you and you won't have permission to behave in a way that chad is permitted.

The bullying and shaming was non stop and relentless. It was going on for weeks. Girls started avoiding me, no one would utter a normal sentence with me, they would always make fun of me, even people that never met me were bullying me. I was a laughing stock for everyone to vent their frustrations and I mean EVERYONE :reeeeee::reeeeee::reeeeee::reeeeee::reeeeee:. I remeber that I started developing head aches and stomach aches at that young age it was a never ending nightmare with no means to step up for myself.

This would of course transition into my teenage years. I started abusing alcochol and weed daily until one day my mind just broke :feelsUnreal:. I experienced psychosis and my head would burn everyday. I was diagnosed with multiple disordes, social anxiety being one of them, and put on medication. My confidence was non existent and my face was riddled acne so ofc I had minimal chances to engage with any foid. Today, I am 24 years old virgin male:lul::lul::lul:, I started balding due to stress even though no one in my family is bald so my decent looks are fading. I am surprised how I didn't go ER yet, lesser mind would have roped long ago

So to all younger dudes here who are on inceldom spectrum, never ever try to improve your situation by jestermaxxing, it is a fool's way. And here I promise that if situation ever presents itself in Counter-Strike, I will put lead into the skulls of those two fucks:society: who destroyed my mental health :feelskek: permanently. My suffering is immesasurable so it is only fair for them to lose their lives in Counter-Strike. Justice won't be served on its own. :society:
 
While many factors contributed to my inceldom (like my mother cheating on my father), jestermaxxing :feelsclown: and bullying are probably the main ones. I was very energetic and high spirited kid and I always liked to fool around and laugh. Every time school was over, I would go to nearby country side with my family to spend entire summer there (to this day one of my main lifefuels).

Among many social interactions, I made a dire mistake when I decided to share a very private thing regarding my masturbation habits (jestermaxxing) to two local chads :chad::chad: who were both older than me, 3x times bigger and stronger with dark triad personality traits. They were already filling my head with inappropriate sexual topics for my age (12-13). They of course decided to share that to entire village and within a day I became main punching bag for everyone. I am by no means ugly, but I am not a chad material, I was very short and skinny as kid so you will automatically get more shit thrown at you and you won't have permission to behave in a way that chad is permitted.

The bullying and shaming was non stop and relentless. It was going on for weeks. Girls started avoiding me, no one would utter a normal sentence with me, they would always make fun of me, even people that never met me were bullying me. I was a laughing stock for everyone to vent their frustrations and I mean EVERYONE :reeeeee::reeeeee::reeeeee::reeeeee::reeeeee:. I remeber that I started developing head aches and stomach aches at that young age it was a never ending nightmare with no means to step up for myself.

This would of course transition into my teenage years. I started abusing alcochol and weed daily until one day my mind just broke :feelsUnreal:. I experienced psychosis and my head would burn everyday. I was diagnosed with multiple disordes, social anxiety being one of them, and put on medication. My confidence was non existent and my face was riddled acne so ofc I had minimal chances to engage with any foid. Today, I am 24 years old virgin male:lul::lul::lul:, I started balding due to stress even though no one in my family is bald so my decent looks are fading. I am surprised how I didn't go ER yet, lesser mind would have roped long ago

So to all younger dudes here who are on inceldom spectrum, never ever try to improve your situation by jestermaxxing, it is a fool's way. And here I promise that if situation ever presents itself in Counter-Strike, I will put lead into the skulls of those two fucks:society: who destroyed my mental health :feelskek: permanently. My suffering is immesasurable so it is only fair for them to lose their lives in Counter-Strike. Justice won't be served on its own. :society:
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