Serious Jerking off wasn’t even enjoyable

[VλREN]

So I’ve failed NNN last night at 2:00am in the morning

Should’ve never done it

I felt nothing

Just another disappointment, I somehow feel even more broken

I hate my fucking life

It’s only going to get worse

I need actual sex, not this slop garbage that I’ve been doing for more then ten years

Fuck why can’t I just be normal

 

[rcnfive]

despite having a high drive, i stopped jerking off cuz i feel insanely depressed after finishing. idk why its not a guilt thing. anyways i just edge but never finish when im in the mood. at this point i haven't cum in like 6 months and im scared at how hard it might erupt when i do lmao, it might hurt

 

[endoftheskies]

So I’ve failed NNN last night at 2:00am in the morning

Should’ve never done it

I felt nothing

Just another disappointment, I somehow feel even more broken

I hate my fucking life

It’s only going to get worse

I need actual sex, not this slop garbage that I’ve been doing for more then ten years

Fuck why can’t I just be normal

kewl. that sucks

 

[SociallyStunted]

One thing that helped me with feeling like this is just accepting that getting sex (without paying) is impossible for me and that i’ll be better off just feeling indifferent about it.

Ik its kinda hard to accept it but it genuinely made me feel better, atleast in the sense that i dont feel anything, oppose to me feeling just sadness.

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

Our bodies often betray us even though our minds know that women are not worth giving our energy towards. They have given us nothing so why should we spend our precious sexual energy towards them when we don’t get to touch them? The male libido is a double edged sword

 

[VλREN]

The male libido is a double edged sword

The male libido is complete hell

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

The male libido is complete hell

I once did semen retention for 3 months in attempt to win over my oneitis because I was delusional enough to believe it would win her over because I wasn’t a coomer like 99.9% of men. I’ve never seen her more disgusted when I made my move

 

[Veiko]

despite having a high drive, i stopped jerking off cuz i feel insanely depressed after finishing. idk why its not a guilt thing. anyways i just edge but never finish when im in the mood. at this point i haven't cum in like 6 months and im scared at how hard it might erupt when i do lmao, it might hurt

I've felt the exact same. I just can't bring myself to jerk off because I'm a hideous monster who doesn't deserve pleasure.

 

[VanGobbel]

jerking off daily is too much of a mindfuck for an incel. Your brain gets pornfried and you live on emotion instead of logic.

Once a week just for release is good enough for me. NNN is bullshit.

 

[psycho123]

I've felt the exact same. I just can't bring myself to jerk off because I'm a hideous monster who doesn't deserve pleasure.

I don’t do it either because I can’t feel pleasure from anything