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awol
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i eat out 3 or 4 days a week, too tired to cook dinner some nights, one of my copes.
anyway since i go there enough and order the same thing the girl there basically know my order. She is probably 18 but looks a few years younger as she still has the youthful glow
I know she is just being friendly as a job but if I was 20 years younger I would ask her out, but i'm 37, I could be her dad, i'm not delusional enough to try it.
That's when it hit me how over it is, I am basically an old man even in my 30's, unwanted by society as nothing more than a tax peon.
when human life expectancy was 40-60, that's how it should have stayed, living to 80/90/100 is just wrong biologically
anyway since i go there enough and order the same thing the girl there basically know my order. She is probably 18 but looks a few years younger as she still has the youthful glow
I know she is just being friendly as a job but if I was 20 years younger I would ask her out, but i'm 37, I could be her dad, i'm not delusional enough to try it.
That's when it hit me how over it is, I am basically an old man even in my 30's, unwanted by society as nothing more than a tax peon.
when human life expectancy was 40-60, that's how it should have stayed, living to 80/90/100 is just wrong biologically