It's Over I’ve spent 80% of my adult life laying in my bed

[drunken_sailor2500]

Aside from running errands, smoking, or cooking food, I essentially just lay in my bed watching YouTube the entire day. My phone is in my hand every hour I’m awake, and it’s been this way for quite a long time now. Really since I was 17 which was when I really started losing hope that I could ever find love combined with being horribly heartbroken by a girl who led me on and gave me nothing in the end but false hope which damaged me for years. From 18-21 most of my time has been spent in my room and in my bed. A life with no purpose, direction, guidance, love, or significance. When will God give me a break?

 

[Ambatukam Alone]

Maybe actually try before giving up?

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

Maybe actually try before giving up?

I have before that. I’m aware of the way foids treated me. Also when I was 19 I had an extremely brutal encounter with this foid who worked at the drugstore and when she rejected me I felt like the joker when he found out the sheboon he fell in love with was a figment of his imagination and the real her didn’t even know him.

 

[Bulbasaur]

it's over

 

[Knajjd]

What do you watch on YouTube? You must know a lot.

 

[Barlog]

How old are you gray?

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

How old are you gray?

21

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

What do you watch on YouTube? You must know a lot.

Basically anything I like, and I listen to many anime/video game soundtracks there as well. Or maybe a song from the 80s, it really depends on what I’m in the mood for

 

[pauseforever]

Might be a good idea to live out life this way if you can afford it. Nobody said you must achieve something

 

[drunken_sailor2500]

Might be a good idea to live out life this way if you can afford it. Nobody said you must achieve something

I didn’t plan on doing anything spectacular, hopefully I can find meaning in the little things