I can’t form any real connections anymore, at least in real life. I wish I could put my brain inside of an ideal body so I can actually have a conversation with someone that wants to have a conversation with me. It’s excruciating how awful it is, to want to vent all my problems to someone and you literally don’t have the ability to do it. Foids will never understand my pain, they physically can’t, there are thousands of men waiting in line just to sniff their ass particles and they ignore them and try so hard to mimic how I feel on a daily basis. How evil can foids be dude? I used to be able to lie to myself and say “Hey sbccel, you should totally talk to those people over there, they seem nice!” Or “Hey, you should reach out to the people you talked to in high school.” And I used to think I could do that because I thought my connections were real. But there’s one thing I’ve learned in my year of realizing I’m doomed, there’s no way to form any type of relationship as an incel, not even friendships. I mean I have a few people I talk to online, but I’ve been talking to them YEARS before any of this shit hit the fan for me, genuine day 1s, at least I can keep those around, but that’s online. No irl friends, no one irl wants to be my friend, no foids wanna let me crack their buns, im a fucking joke. I’m gonna go eat pizza and erk my jerk, that’s one of the best copes by the way, pizza is fucking peak.
