IamJacksBrokenHeart
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- Joined
- May 7, 2018
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I never felt this shitt in a long fucking time
i feel like absolute shit
im an ugly khhv incel
i hate my job
i have zero education
i crashed my car
my appartment looks like a disgusting shithole
i ldar all day
i have no discipline i always want to endulge
in music making as cope
but i dont get shit done
i let myself down at every step i take
i have no friends
and even with other incels i cant really talk
cause im too fucking autistic
i hate myself
i hate my personality , my autism
i hate my weak , pathetic body
i hate my genetics
i have not a even a single shimmer of hope in
my fucked up life
i cant even make good threads on here anymore
all i have is suifuel
all day every day
my mind is fucking broken
i have bad genetics
but the things i have done to my brain and
my personality are my fault
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK
AND STILL IM NOT ABLE TO KILL MYSELF
im a disposable male
im a fucking statistic
just observing life from far away
in my disgusting bubble of self hatred
whwhwhwwhwhww
thats it
rock bottom
ground zero
what am i gonna do
i dont know
i feel like absolute shit
im an ugly khhv incel
i hate my job
i have zero education
i crashed my car
my appartment looks like a disgusting shithole
i ldar all day
i have no discipline i always want to endulge
in music making as cope
but i dont get shit done
i let myself down at every step i take
i have no friends
and even with other incels i cant really talk
cause im too fucking autistic
i hate myself
i hate my personality , my autism
i hate my weak , pathetic body
i hate my genetics
i have not a even a single shimmer of hope in
my fucked up life
i cant even make good threads on here anymore
all i have is suifuel
all day every day
my mind is fucking broken
i have bad genetics
but the things i have done to my brain and
my personality are my fault
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck FUCK
AND STILL IM NOT ABLE TO KILL MYSELF
im a disposable male
im a fucking statistic
just observing life from far away
in my disgusting bubble of self hatred
whwhwhwwhwhww
thats it
rock bottom
ground zero
what am i gonna do
i dont know