SuicideFuel I've been using death as a cope

[TheShingTard]

Truth is, I know I can't kill myself. Too much of a coward. Too much defensive instincts kicking in. But it doesn't stop me from using it as an excuse "oh I wont have to face the shame and misery of next week, becuase I'll kill myself over the weekend". I know I wont. But it still comes my anxieties down to think it. I do this often. I say ill die driving there. Or sleep next to a knife. Its pathetic and a cope that has stagnated me from finding actual solutions. I've been doing it since I was 15

 

[_meh]

You don't need to feel obligated to go with it.

Those same guys saying to "go ER" or "suicide" won't do it themselves.

 

[_meh]

You don't need to feel obligated to go with it.

Those same guys saying to "go ER" or "suicide" won't do it themselves.

They're most likely fakecels, fed, and infiltrators, don't listen to them.

 

[UnknownR]

Relatable brocel

 

[TheShingTard]

if you sleep next to a knife you will accidently cut your throat and die a horrible death dont do that

Nah, my body is super aware in its sleep. A flat knife can't really hurt you

Relatable brocel

Over

 

[Rigatoni]

You will be reincarnated as a 5’4 Indian

 

[Puppeter]

Relatable brocel

 

[Ahnfeltia]

Its pathetic and a cope that has stagnated me from finding actual solutions.

If it's any consolation, I doubt there actually are any real solutions. Ergo, if you cannot bring yourself to end it once and for all, then coping is probably the best you can do. I can partially relate, and I'm sure most users on the forum do as well.

 

[TheShingTard]

If it's any consolation, I doubt there actually are any real solutions. Ergo, if you cannot bring yourself to end it once and for all, then coping is probably the best you can do. I can partially relate, and I'm sure most users on the forum do as well.

Yeah but that coping mechanism stopped me from finding actual solutions

 

[Ahnfeltia]

Yeah but that coping mechanism stopped me from finding actual solutions

Like I said, I don't think there's anything to find, but if you don't feel the same way I can understand why you feel the way you do.

 

[Praise the Sun]

Brutally relatable. I hate this life so much but at the same time can't kms. This world feels like hell.

 

[Ramcel]

true, the feeling of the em brace of death has given me courage to live life knowing I may end it any time. But, the longer I live the more stupidity I engage in suicide fuel that never really concludes.

 

[NoMoreHope]

Did you called the suicide hotline?

 

[TheShingTard]

Did you called the suicide hotline?

No. Always some foid that answers. I Always hang up

 

[manletogre]

kys and livestream it

 

[Leaving Hope]

I'm checking out in 23 days. If you're in the continental United States you're welcome to join me. I have everything set up for a sodium nitrite suicide. Sodium nitrite is unpleasant-but-not-agonizingly-painful. My intention is to book A hotel room for the nights of the 26th through the 28th, telling the person at the desk that I am ill and need to be away from other people. Then, when I get checked in I intend to swallow my SN. Hopefully my cover story will excuse the vomiting.

 

[Leaving Hope]

View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UNhpk-kFLT4


Dying might do nothing for you.

 

[Space Orange]

Just pretend that you already killed yourself and this is some after-credits epilogue you can do anything in.

 

[TheShingTard]

N

View: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UNhpk-kFLT4


Dying might do nothing for you.

Nothing is all i need

 

[Cope_Time]

You will be reincarnated as a 5’4 Indian

No he will be aryan dutch

 

[TheShingTard]

No he will be aryan dutch

I will be nothingness