SuicideFuel I've been severely depressed for 7 years

[Grodd]

Life is seriously fucking miserable i'm rarely happy and if i ever am it's short term happiness never long term.

Life is shit then you die.

 

[Wimpycel]

View: https://youtu.be/Rz2X8WauHME?si=Orwne6xjXPadC_pl

 

[starystulejarz]

I was ultra depressed for past 15 years of my life.

 

[Diddy]

I've been severely depressed for 22 years

 

[Grodd]

View: https://youtu.be/Rz2X8WauHME?si=Orwne6xjXPadC_pl

No happiness for me

 

[Grodd]

I've been severely depressed for 22 years

I'm only 20 so i'll get to that point if i don't kill myself before then

 

[Grodd]

I was ultra depressed for past 15 years of my life.

 

[Incel]

Life is seriously fucking miserable i'm rarely happy and if i ever am it's short term happiness never long term.

Life is shit then you die.

What is even happiness?

 

[Grodd]

What is even happiness?

I don't even know anymore

 

[AntoCel]

Back when i was a teenager (middle school / high school) i used ti have this months when i would feel absolutely terrible, like total shit. Usually in the winter.

It would go away and i would be back to normal after 2 or 3 months. It was like that back to back to back.

Soon after hitting 20 i started feel like that again. And it was like this for longer and longer and it kept being bad and then worse and then back to bad.

And after roughly a year it kinda hit me. Its not going back to "normal". I feel like shit beacouse my life is shit and i cant do nothing with it.

It is the new "normal" now.

It sucks so much like fuuuck man its just bad, just not good, just different variations of feeling like shit.

 

[Grodd]

Back when i was a teenager (middle school / high school) i used ti have this months when i would feel absolutely terrible, like total shit. Usually in the winter.

It would go away and i would be back to normal after 2 or 3 months. It was like that back to back to back.

Soon after hitting 20 i started feel like that again. And it was like this for longer and longer and it kept being bad and then worse and then back to bad.

And after roughly a year it kinda hit me. Its not going back to "normal". I feel like shit beacouse my life is shit and i cant do nothing with it.

It is the new "normal" now.

It sucks so much like fuuuck man its just bad, just not good, just different variations of feeling like shit.

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Yeah it's just a constant feeling of shit

 

[nazianime]

I recently realized I have been depressed for a long time, since like 7th grade or so. Because people use to tell me I always looked serious, now I understand.

 

[The_word_made_flesh]

3 John 2

New International Version

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2 Dear friend, I pray that you may enjoy good health and that all may go well with you, even as your soul is getting along well.

 

[Sungnodius]

My condolences

 

[Rapistcel]

Life is seriously fucking miserable i'm rarely happy and if i ever am it's short term happiness never long term.

Life is shit then you die.

Welcome to the club

 

[MattTheFramecel]

I only have week long episodes occuring every few years but when it happens it hits really hard. Last year there was a period when I would just cry for no reason and wanted to rope very badly.

 

[Stupid Clown]

I was ultra depressed for past 15 years of my life.

Same but 16 instead of 15.

 

[Orbiter]

sometimes I'm so sad that I can't help it but laugh about very stupid shit.

 

[decapitation]

sometimes I'm so sad that I can't help it but laugh about very stupid shit.

Like what? I'm intrigued.

 

[Orbiter]

Like what? I'm intrigued.

basically very stupid tik toks or memes on 4chan

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Truecel trait: you don't remember the last week you didn't feel depressed at some point

 

[TooSomething]

Life is seriously fucking miserable i'm rarely happy and if i ever am it's short term happiness never long term.

Life is shit then you die.

People always kept telling me that I look angry / serious.

Maybe I waas just depressed all this time.

But no, I have been depressed for at least 6 years straight now.

 

[manletcel1488]

I've been depressed since middle school.

 

[Grodd]

Truecel trait: you don't remember the last week you didn't feel depressed at some point

True

 

[Truecelcel]

I became depressed at 12ish and it never stopped

 

[Wolnir]

I've been depressed since puberty started.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

I was born depressed, but at 12-13 is when it got worse and I truly didn't want to live anymore. It's been the exact same since then, every time I think I'm making some progress in my life eventually I fall back to square one.

 

[Razielcel]

Human life is so fucking long for people that suffer. If we all died at least at 30 it would be easier to endure this crap.

 

[Albertopenheimer]

No happiness for us, no happiness for them

 

[Balding Subhuman]

For me it ebbs and flows constantly. I occasionally get suicidal thoughts just randomly throughout the day, then the next day I feel completely fine.

 

[Praetorian Kanga]

Depressed since childhood

 

[InternalJizzz]

yes same but i’m like a high functioning depressive at this point. I still force myself to do things I must do but it’s the bare minimum.

 

[anotherwastedlife]

I've been depressed the moment i started secondary school

 

[Popovshishman]

Jumps around for me, constantly shifts within the span of a few hours but there are weeks or months where I just am fed up. I know life's supposed to not always be great all of the time, but you'd hope there was atleast emotional consistency or stability.