SuicideFuel I’ve been having nightmares and don’t know how much longer I can cope.

[PvZcel]

In the past week, I’ve had multiple nightmares of me being a little kid and being screamed at and smacked by my dad while I am scared as fuck and crying. Thing is, this has happened a lot to me in the past and has traumatised me a lot.

Just last night, I had a nightmare that I was being molested by a teacher I had in high school (I never got molested irl thankfully but still, wtf). I woke up very scared and on the verge of tears.

Why the fuck do these happen? Sleep is supposed to be the one and only time I can cope but I am reliving traumatic experiences or getting raped or some shit. I seriously cannot cope with this. I want a good nights sleep where I do not dream about getting abused by my dad or getting raped. Why can’t I dream about living a happy life with my waifu or some shit?

 

[lnceI]

same i wake up at night in panic and can barely breathe and check every corner of the apartment holding a knife sometimes

 

[lnceI]

In the past week, I’ve had multiple nightmares of me being a little kid and being screamed at and smacked by my dad while I am scared as fuck and crying. Thing is, this has happened a lot to me in the past and has traumatised me a lot.

i constantly dream of my father attacking me with a knife

 

[DoomThreeKoala]

Incel trait.

 

[stonecoldlikearock]

In the past week, I’ve had multiple nightmares of me being a little kid and being screamed at and smacked by my dad while I am scared as fuck and crying. Thing is, this has happened a lot to me in the past and has traumatised me a lot.

Just last night, I had a nightmare that I was being molested by a teacher I had in high school (I never got molested irl thankfully but still, wtf). I woke up very scared and on the verge of tears.

Why the fuck do these happen? Sleep is supposed to be the one and only time I can cope but I am reliving traumatic experiences or getting raped or some shit. I seriously cannot cope with this. I want a good nights sleep where I do not dream about getting abused by my dad or getting raped. Why can’t I dream about living a happy life with my waifu or some shit?

Unironically it’s probably repressed memories. Bro you might’ve unironically been molested

 

[stonecoldlikearock]

i constantly dream of my father attacking me with a knife

Had that shit happen to me. Ethnic fathers care too much about grades

 

[lnceI]

Had that shit happen to me. Ethnic fathers care too much about grades

brutal

 

[PvZcel]

Unironically it’s probably repressed memories. Bro you might’ve unironically been molested

Wouldn’t be surprised at this point considering how much bad shit has happened to me.

 

[PvZcel]

i constantly dream of my father attacking me with a knife

I’ve had a couple of those dreams too.