I’ve been hallucinating for a while now.

[Feeshtu]

I haven’t been taking my pills that much.

Right now the floor is swirling and I’m seeing spots of light. The walls look like they are breathing, in and out.

But, the music I’m listening to sounds so much better.

I can actually feel my emotions.
Let me be sad or happy…..I just don’t want to be numb.

When I am sad, I can actually feel it.
Like tears starting to form.
And when I’m happy, I actually feel happy.
A happiness that was always numb, stifled.

The voices are so sweet…….calling to me……

 

[Xul]

You can feel anything more than sad when not numbed? Jealous tbh

 

[anon65]

Don't eat the cheese inkwell, the government put your pills in the cheese.

 

[zd60]

I only want to be numbed, that's the whole point throw me in a coma and never wake me up.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I only want to be numbed, that's the whole point throw me in a coma and never wake me up.

Might ask well as for death then, basically the same as coma

 

[zd60]

Might ask well as for death then, basically the same as coma

True either one works for me

 

[Emba]

Fascinating

 

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