Blackpill Ive accepted my celibacy

[THERAP1st]

After i spent half a year in complete loneliness after a failed suicide attempt, i started practicing meditation, it helped me to address the things that were always on the back of my mind but I wouldnt have the courage to accept to myself, Ive accepted i will probably die a celibate because of the Complex PTSD i developed after my childhood full of abuse and trauma, im a manlet but im okay with this, I no longer seek to be part of something, Ive taken my own path in life and set my sight into one objective wich will culminate with my suffering ending and making the world know I exist

 

[FoidsEnshittifyAll]

no desire = freedom

 

[THERAP1st]

no desire = freedom

 

[H U N T E R]

After i spent half a year in complete loneliness after a failed suicide attempt, i started practicing meditation, it helped me to address the things that were always on the back of my mind but I wouldnt have the courage to accept to myself, Ive accepted i will probably die a celibate because of the Complex PTSD i developed after my childhood full of abuse and trauma, im a subhuman but im okay with this, I no longer seek to be part of something, Ive taken my own path in life and set my sight into one objective wich will culminate with my suffering ending.

Nice

 

[DreamCoper]

Welcome

 

[ectomorphuser]

We are forced to self reflect and develop emotional intelligence since we’re not Chad.

 

[Lonelyus]

Still the male sex drive is driving me to suicide

 

[THERAP1st]

We are forced to self reflect and develop emotional intelligence since we’re not Chad.

Comparition is the killer of joy, I know its unfair, but keeping in mind how different your life would have been if you were Chad will just make you suffer more, give yourself the peace you deserve.

 

[Leon98]

 

[cathuluelitist]

After i spent half a year in complete loneliness after a failed suicide attempt

How do you fail a suicide? You can't possibly do that unintentionally.

 

[THERAP1st]

How do you fail a suicide? You can't possibly do that unintentionally.

Its quite a funny story in its own, after tied the rope and jumping from a chair, a chunk of my room roof fell down, I was in that floor well over 40 minutes feeling completely empty and deppresed.

 

[tired as fuck]

Comparition is the killer of joy, I know its unfair, but keeping in mind how different your life would have been if you were Chad will just make you suffer more, give yourself the peace you deserve.

Based

 

[tired as fuck]

Its quite a funny story in its own, after tied the rope and jumping from a chair, a chunk of my room roof fell down, I was in that floor well over 40 minutes feeling completely empty and deppresed.

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAT that is so ridiculous now christians or Muslims will come here and be like "a message from the Lord himself"

 

[THERAP1st]

Yeah ive always hated believers logic of "If he drowns, he wasnt a believer, If he survives he was a believer and was saved by god"

As Kip Kinkle said:
"If there was a god, he wouldnt let me feel the way I do.
There is no god, only hate"

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAT that is so ridiculous now christians or Muslims will come here and be like "a message from the Lord himself"

 

[tired as fuck]

Yeah ive always hated believers logic of "If he drowns, he wasnt a believer, If he survives he was a believer and was saved by god"

As Kip Kinkle said:
"If there was a god, he wouldnt let me feel the way I do.
There is no god, only hate"

You're goated. I'm analyzing that logic and finding multiple patterns in areas of society. For instance in psychiatry "therapy is able to help the individual deal with his problems" and "if therapy didn't work, you either weren't really looking to heal, or you should change therapist" Kekw. Notice the implications that "you can measure mental readiness of an individual a priori" is either false or unprovable, and the implication that "there are no external etiologies, only internal ones and reactions to external stimuli that the individual needs to reshape" to sell the system to us and make us tolerate it. Writing a damn book on this.

 

[THERAP1st]

You're goated. I'm analyzing that logic and finding multiple patterns in areas of society. For instance in psychiatry "therapy is able to help the individual deal with his problems" and "if therapy didn't work, you either weren't really looking to heal, or you should change therapist" Kekw. Notice the implications that "you can measure mental readiness of an individual a priori" is either false or unprovable, and the implication that "there are no external etiologies, only internal ones and reactions to external stimuli that the individual needs to reshape" to sell the system to us and make us tolerate it. Writing a damn book on this.

I will read it if you publish it, the fact that our "functional" society rules are accepted by everyone is because of that mentality, either its a you problem you didnt treat or a you problem you didnt worked hard enough on treating, never wondering if the way our society forces us to live in has anything to do with it.

 

[tired as fuck]

It'll take multiple years prolly because the scale is big, but I plan to release it for free, so most prolly put it on some blogspot website or similar or if the internet becomes a 1984 dictatorship (implying it isn't already kekl) then just the deep web.

 

[H U N T E R]

To be honest, I’m following the same path too. I’ve already given up on that. Nowadays I look at women and think, “Hm, she’s pretty,” and then I don’t think about anything else. I don’t feel desire anymore.

 

[sub3genecel]

After i spent half a year in complete loneliness after a failed suicide attempt, i started practicing meditation, it helped me to address the things that were always on the back of my mind but I wouldnt have the courage to accept to myself, Ive accepted i will probably die a celibate because of the Complex PTSD i developed after my childhood full of abuse and trauma, im a manlet but im okay with this, I no longer seek to be part of something, Ive taken my own path in life and set my sight into one objective wich will culminate with my suffering ending and making the world know I exist

You can’t completely remove your desire for a relationship

 

[Freixel]

I have trauma too

Of all the things I've tried, training in a sport or martial art you enjoy is the best for healing self-esteem.

Therapy is useless.

You may not be able to attract a woman, but you can still try to improve your self-image and self-love.

 

[She Does Not Exist]

You can’t completely remove your desire for a relationship

I don't fall for the whitepill trash either, we can't remove desire, but we can reduce the pressure it puts into our mind.

Fatalism is something that older Incels (26+) should look into, is understanding that things are as they are, it promotes not fighting because fighting exausts you more, so you have to fight harder but it creates a loop.

We are here because we are tired of the loop, we already know that nothing we do will net us a relationship, so what is left is not swimming against the stream.

 

[THERAP1st]

You can’t completely remove your desire for a relationship

Its not about removing it, its about learning to live despite it

 

[THERAP1st]

I don't fall for the whitepill trash either, we can't remove desire, but we can reduce the pressure it puts into our mind.

Fatalism is something that older Incels (26+) should look into, is understanding that things are as they are, it promotes not fighting because fighting exausts you more, so you have to fight harder but it creates a loop.

We are here because we are tired of the loop, we already know that nothing we do will net us a relationship, so what is left is not swimming against the stream.

Thats the thing, you keep fighting for a goal you know you wont achieve, My goal its just looking for peace, im also tired of the self destructive loop that i followed all my life.

 

[Lufuce]

It's over and it can't be changed, cope or rope

 

[LeFrenchCel]

no desire = freedom

It's only when you don't have anything that you're free to do anything

 

[Aspiegamercel]

It's over and it can't be changed, cope or rope

 

[Aspiegamercel]

I also have some trauma from childhood which I think is one of the reasons I ended up as an oldcel. I don't like it but I'm forced to follow a similar path.

 

[nihilum]

I will never have a girlfriend.

 

[nihilum]

Still the male sex drive is driving me to suicide

fucking prostitutes is a good cope if you have high sex drive.

 

[She Does Not Exist]

Thats the thing, you keep fighting for a goal you know you wont achieve, My goal its just looking for peace, im also tired of the self destructive loop that i followed all my life.

This is my conclusion, I was (still am) destructive because my desire for a companion clouded ALL my judgements, which was my inability to understand no matter how much 'fighting' I do the end result is always the same, unable to find someone.

The best of the best I can do is become a betabuxx, and that to me is somehow below escortmaxxing, as not you just become a whipped man, which is not a man to begin with but you will have the stress of the mundane life but not the benefits of having a 'loving' companion.