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Qwertyuiop99
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- Jun 25, 2022
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I'll be 25 very soon. There's no hope anymore. Woman never approached me . I'm still not big after 4 months in the gym. I remember I was saying I'll book a escort one week before I turned 25 idk if I should do it. But currently I don't have money. I am so sad. Yesterday I saw a mother probably in her 40s shopping with her daughter (at most mid twenties). She had a ring in her left hand ,I am sure she'll move out soon from her mother's house. I hate seeing people buying in the toys and baby section, that means they have children. I'm still attending my black church which I want to leave.
When I turned 23-24 I was scared but I had hope,I tought 25 was far away. I was wrong . The best I could do is to take a loan and careermax. I've never been on a date , kissed a girl . I am so touchedstarved. Recently a coworker was giving me an item I touched her hands on purpose,I got hard for at least 5 minutes. I want to touch a woman,I want to feel loved. I'd also like to look my virginity with a girl i love.
Dating is too hard, it's harder than physics and calculus. I was so delusional,I tought white woman were the same as in the movies ,tv series : kind , mature,dont care about looks. If I had a us passport I'd already seamaxed. With my fucking status I can't leave USA.
@Cayden Zhang
@VictimofBpillReaper
When I turned 23-24 I was scared but I had hope,I tought 25 was far away. I was wrong . The best I could do is to take a loan and careermax. I've never been on a date , kissed a girl . I am so touchedstarved. Recently a coworker was giving me an item I touched her hands on purpose,I got hard for at least 5 minutes. I want to touch a woman,I want to feel loved. I'd also like to look my virginity with a girl i love.
Dating is too hard, it's harder than physics and calculus. I was so delusional,I tought white woman were the same as in the movies ,tv series : kind , mature,dont care about looks. If I had a us passport I'd already seamaxed. With my fucking status I can't leave USA.
@Cayden Zhang
@VictimofBpillReaper
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