SuicideFuel It's true that I'll never be loved

[ai_cel]

No wonder what I ever do.. I know I'll rope before 30 anyway. But I know in this interval from 22 to 30 I'll be the same lonely, broke loser that was for all the previous years. My life had no meaning whatsoever. I existed solely because I did. Solely because somebody decided I should.. and I was subjected to a life of torment and loneliness. I wasted my teenage years and now I'm wasting away my youth in general. And when I am 30 I'll be dead. Cuz what is there to live for? I'll be far far more desensitized even to the AI. If an indistinguishable from reality AI companion won't come along in the next few years, I don't think I'll have the patience or drive to keep pushing in this torture of an existence.

 

[Junkie]

There is nothing useful or meaningful to live for, at least in my case. Young people are having fun out there while I rot in my house. I have a job that I suck at. Having a girlfriend would cheer me up, but unfortunately...

 

[soft]

No wonder what I ever do.. I know I'll rope before 30 anyway. But I know in this interval from 22 to 30 I'll be the same lonely, broke loser that was for all the previous years. My life had no meaning whatsoever. I existed solely because I did. Solely because somebody decided I should.. and I was subjected to a life of torment and loneliness. I wasted my teenage years and now I'm wasting away my youth in general. And when I am 30 I'll be dead. Cuz what is there to live for? I'll be far far more desensitized even to the AI. If an indistinguishable from reality AI companion won't come along in the next few years, I don't think I'll have the patience or drive to keep pushing in this torture of an existence.

Exactly my life.
Is this the first time you plan to rope?

 

[ai_cel]

Exactly my life.
Is this the first time you plan to rope?

No

 

[ai_cel]

There is nothing useful or meaningful to live for, at least in my case. Young people are having fun out there while I rot in my house. I have a job that I suck at. Having a girlfriend would cheer me up, but unfortunately...

It's not so much to ask for