For context; I have this one ltn friend I talk to on discord (i met him online a few years back), and he lives quite close to me. I never really see him much irl though, I havent seen him in over a year. I always ask to hang out with him, but he doesnt seem to want too. I always ask him if I can come to his house and he always says "sure", but everytime the day comes and I call him to see if I can come, he never picks up my calls. He always picks up hours later when its too late. He promised me today that he would let me over to hang out with him, and the same thing happened today. I even told him how much this would mean to me as a friend since I literally hang out with nobody (the last person Ive hung out with used me to buy drugs and basically ghosted me once I couldnt anymore). Hes the only person I really talk too. I have no one to see irl, im in my room all day. Not to rag on him, but hes also a more socially reclusive person like I am, and is a low status normie. I know I can be annoying sometimes, but all I want is at least one person to hang out with me.
The truth is that even other low status men hate me too. I always join him on discord, and he always has an irritated, annoyed tone in his voice when he talks to me. Always sighs, as if he just merely toletates me because he fears ill sperg out if he unfriends me. I fucking hate my life so much man. I accepted that a girl will never love me, but I at least want one male peer who at least genuinely likes me as a friend. The people who told me ill never be loved were 100% right about me. I'll just drink alone in my room as always again.
He hasnt hung out with me irl since like 2023 anyways. Btw he makes plans with others, but not me.
ik people will reply with shit like "no one cares about your faggy sob story with your boyfriend faggot" or whatever, but I just wanted to vent about this. No one, not even other low status nerds, like me
The truth is that even other low status men hate me too. I always join him on discord, and he always has an irritated, annoyed tone in his voice when he talks to me. Always sighs, as if he just merely toletates me because he fears ill sperg out if he unfriends me. I fucking hate my life so much man. I accepted that a girl will never love me, but I at least want one male peer who at least genuinely likes me as a friend. The people who told me ill never be loved were 100% right about me. I'll just drink alone in my room as always again.
He hasnt hung out with me irl since like 2023 anyways. Btw he makes plans with others, but not me.ik people will reply with shit like "no one cares about your faggy sob story with your boyfriend faggot" or whatever, but I just wanted to vent about this. No one, not even other low status nerds, like me
