Months of planning gone, down the fucking drain. My only hope is literally gone and I am completely fucked now.
I talked on the phone with my father for months telling him, "Hey I want to move over there and get a job over there etc to escape my moms house."
He sat there and lied to my fucking face for months saying "Oh yeah sounds good!", I called and texted him today and he finally responded to my phone call, I asked him one last time, "Hey so I think I should head over there now" and he brushed me off, declining it and leaving me in this abusive home. He thinks I will NEET when I get over there even though I was logical with him and proved to him I wouldn't NEET and gave him my promise.
Now I am stuck here until I can work up enough to afford my own housing... Just so ridiculous, ffs I sleep on a fucking foldable couch that cost $100 on amazon...
There are 6 dogs in this house that are kept in the KITCHEN, where they constantly all piss and shit, I live with a retarded stepdad and my stupid manipulative mother who constantly abuses me.
What do I even do at this point, while normies, foids and attractive people get everything handed to them so easily, they have parents who are still together while mine are divorced and they get their first car handed to them and their drivers license.. They get employed because they are pleasing to stare at, everyone always believes in them and supports them, they are looked highly upon for doing nothing except being born, meanwhile subhumans like us have to work for everything just to not even be congratulated, whilst these clowns go commit crimes like lunatics and get a slap on the wrist, hell they even get congratulated for committing crimes.
I talked on the phone with my father for months telling him, "Hey I want to move over there and get a job over there etc to escape my moms house."
He sat there and lied to my fucking face for months saying "Oh yeah sounds good!", I called and texted him today and he finally responded to my phone call, I asked him one last time, "Hey so I think I should head over there now" and he brushed me off, declining it and leaving me in this abusive home. He thinks I will NEET when I get over there even though I was logical with him and proved to him I wouldn't NEET and gave him my promise.
Now I am stuck here until I can work up enough to afford my own housing... Just so ridiculous, ffs I sleep on a fucking foldable couch that cost $100 on amazon...
There are 6 dogs in this house that are kept in the KITCHEN, where they constantly all piss and shit, I live with a retarded stepdad and my stupid manipulative mother who constantly abuses me.
What do I even do at this point, while normies, foids and attractive people get everything handed to them so easily, they have parents who are still together while mine are divorced and they get their first car handed to them and their drivers license.. They get employed because they are pleasing to stare at, everyone always believes in them and supports them, they are looked highly upon for doing nothing except being born, meanwhile subhumans like us have to work for everything just to not even be congratulated, whilst these clowns go commit crimes like lunatics and get a slap on the wrist, hell they even get congratulated for committing crimes.
