AdamII
Spectral Tzélem
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So about a couple of weeks ago I was "chilling" in my desolate room. I was lying on my bed, thinking about stuff. All of sudden, i get a phone call from a private number. I answer the call
>It's a foid
"Hi, did I get to *insert generic name*?"
"No." i answer.
I expect her to hang up, but she proceeds talking, asking me how I'm doing
I tell her I'm doing fine
She then tells me she was lonely so she called a random number and it was mine.
She asks me what are my hobbies. I[UWSL] tell her i like reading. She asks me what do I like reading, so I tell her I'm currently reading Nietzsche. She tells me she loves Nietzsche[/UWSL]
[UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL]She asks me if im happy.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]"No." I tell her.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]"So you wanna die?" She asks [/UWSL]
[UWSL]"No," I answer. "but I'm not happy either."[/UWSL]
She tells me she's been in hospitalization lately, in the mental hospital's youth department. She's 19, one year younger than me
She asks me if i wanna be friends with her. So I tell her okay. Then she tells me she'll call me another time, says bye and hangs up
>Bloomer.jpg
I felt extremely uplifted after the call. I felt like someone finally wants to talk to me, and be friends with me. And it's even a foid, and she's even like me: depressed and mentalcel
A few days pass
One day, i was sitting in the car with my mom, and I get again a phone call from a private number, and I answer
>It's her again
She asks me with her gentle, smooth voice if i remember her
"Yes I do" i answer
She asks me if i can talk rn
I tell her that I can't (since I'm in the car with my mom)
>She starts crying and sobbing like a wounded beast
>Wtf.jpg
I don't know how to react, and barely manage to say anything before she tells me, with a tone of resentment, "ok Bye!"
>She never calls again
>Its fucking over, I'm alone again
Even the loneliest people, the most wretched people in the world, don't want my company, and even the most minor interactions, on the fucking phone, never last with me
I have no one but death. I can only love death. For there is no life without love
Oof.jpg
>It's a foid
"Hi, did I get to *insert generic name*?"
"No." i answer.
I expect her to hang up, but she proceeds talking, asking me how I'm doing
I tell her I'm doing fine
She then tells me she was lonely so she called a random number and it was mine.
She asks me what are my hobbies. I[UWSL] tell her i like reading. She asks me what do I like reading, so I tell her I'm currently reading Nietzsche. She tells me she loves Nietzsche[/UWSL]
[UWSL][/UWSL]
[UWSL]She asks me if im happy.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]"No." I tell her.[/UWSL]
[UWSL]"So you wanna die?" She asks [/UWSL]
[UWSL]"No," I answer. "but I'm not happy either."[/UWSL]
She tells me she's been in hospitalization lately, in the mental hospital's youth department. She's 19, one year younger than me
She asks me if i wanna be friends with her. So I tell her okay. Then she tells me she'll call me another time, says bye and hangs up
>Bloomer.jpg
I felt extremely uplifted after the call. I felt like someone finally wants to talk to me, and be friends with me. And it's even a foid, and she's even like me: depressed and mentalcel
A few days pass
One day, i was sitting in the car with my mom, and I get again a phone call from a private number, and I answer
>It's her again
She asks me with her gentle, smooth voice if i remember her
"Yes I do" i answer
She asks me if i can talk rn
I tell her that I can't (since I'm in the car with my mom)
>She starts crying and sobbing like a wounded beast
>Wtf.jpg
I don't know how to react, and barely manage to say anything before she tells me, with a tone of resentment, "ok Bye!"
>She never calls again
>Its fucking over, I'm alone again
Even the loneliest people, the most wretched people in the world, don't want my company, and even the most minor interactions, on the fucking phone, never last with me
I have no one but death. I can only love death. For there is no life without love
Oof.jpg