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Potbellypos
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- Apr 5, 2018
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I just turned 28 and I've never had a girlfriend. Most of the time, I attributed it to being ugly and poor. Now I finally have a great job making tons of money and women still don't give a fuck about me. I just had eye surgery and my eyelid got damaged, now I can't open that eye more than halfway so I look like a skinny white Forrest Whitaker. I always prayed that my looks were salvageable, but not anymore. By the way, I'm so skinny and weak that I was weaker than all the girls in my high school weight training class. We had to do lifting evaluations in front of the entire class and I started crying in front of everybody because I was literally the weakest person in the class, weaker than several women. I'm also starting to bald. I tried growing my hair out again but my hairline is too fucked up now. I was having nightmares last night about being completely bald. There was a point in time where my skinnyfat potbelly made me look pregnant. I managed to lose a little weight through strict dieting, but it's getting harder and harder to keep the fat off. I can't believe I managed to deceive myself for so many years. I thought there would be salvation at the end of this long, terrible journey. Now I know there's no escape from this Hell.