Posting here got me around to accept that it really is fucking over, in the "you have lost your posting rights permanently" kind of way, could talk about a lot of my issues that I buried deep down for a long time and realized that I had just tried to ignore the obvious signs all my life, that I will never be attractive enough for a foid to settle for me outside of hardcore betabuxx. I always wanted a family however, or more precisely children of my own, so I could feel whole by being able to do good to people I care about, who deserve it, make sure that they have a happy life, not as miserable as mine, to make some sense of all the bullshit I have to face, have a reason to live.
Felt real fucking despair at the thought of being barred from my life long goal, probably is what made me deny reality for so long, could see myself living without foids forever, but having no children, just wasting away all the toil of my forefathers, not really acceptable, convinced myself that I somehow through some miracle would get a foid because I NEEDED to have kids. Now that has gradually changed, Ive looked into surrogate mothers and I could see it be a future for myself.
I know it sounds like a bad joke, have to pay a foid a fortune to get kids from her that you have to raise yourself, while she gets to live generously just by the virtue of her hole, but its the only way foreward. With that goal in mind I at least have something to work for, have a job to support my future kids, have a home to make it their home, prepare myself for fatherhood, always liked kids, couldnt be a bad father, I know about the blackpill and all the bullshit in the world, I can protect them from getting hurt too much from it, also dont have to worry about a foid fucking up my children, single fatherhood seems a way better choice than knocking up a roastie for betabuxx plus the very likely divorce rape.
These days you can even choose the sex of your children, so you dont need to raise a foid, and you can also pick out some stacy egg to fertilize so the incel genes get diluted, my sons will still descend from me but theyll have it better. Who knows, when the time comes around that I can afford it maybe we´ll even have artificial wombs already, really gives me major hope for the future, a lot less dark.
Felt real fucking despair at the thought of being barred from my life long goal, probably is what made me deny reality for so long, could see myself living without foids forever, but having no children, just wasting away all the toil of my forefathers, not really acceptable, convinced myself that I somehow through some miracle would get a foid because I NEEDED to have kids. Now that has gradually changed, Ive looked into surrogate mothers and I could see it be a future for myself.
I know it sounds like a bad joke, have to pay a foid a fortune to get kids from her that you have to raise yourself, while she gets to live generously just by the virtue of her hole, but its the only way foreward. With that goal in mind I at least have something to work for, have a job to support my future kids, have a home to make it their home, prepare myself for fatherhood, always liked kids, couldnt be a bad father, I know about the blackpill and all the bullshit in the world, I can protect them from getting hurt too much from it, also dont have to worry about a foid fucking up my children, single fatherhood seems a way better choice than knocking up a roastie for betabuxx plus the very likely divorce rape.
These days you can even choose the sex of your children, so you dont need to raise a foid, and you can also pick out some stacy egg to fertilize so the incel genes get diluted, my sons will still descend from me but theyll have it better. Who knows, when the time comes around that I can afford it maybe we´ll even have artificial wombs already, really gives me major hope for the future, a lot less dark.
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