Kselectedvirgin
cortisol destroyed my testosterone and my head
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- Apr 12, 2023
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today i went outside (long time ago that i dont go outside) to go for my sister at school and in the way i saw so may young beauties,really teasing me with their white and smooth thighs.
It made me a bit sad and i said to myself that i will never masturbate to porn or sexual fantasies for pleasure again,I will only do it once a week without thinking nothing sexual,only to stop my sexual drive for a bit.
My reasoning is that if I masturbate to things that will never happen i torture myself because i will want more and more real sex.Its like im making fun of myself by showing me and teasing me with pleasures i will never have.
So i will try to stay far away from sexual thoughts,i dont want to suffer anymore.
It made me a bit sad and i said to myself that i will never masturbate to porn or sexual fantasies for pleasure again,I will only do it once a week without thinking nothing sexual,only to stop my sexual drive for a bit.
My reasoning is that if I masturbate to things that will never happen i torture myself because i will want more and more real sex.Its like im making fun of myself by showing me and teasing me with pleasures i will never have.
So i will try to stay far away from sexual thoughts,i dont want to suffer anymore.