Lycan
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lets start off by saying ive already been professionally diagnosed with delusional disorder, which as far as i know is similar to schizophrenia but without all the weird voices and hallucinations, just the delusion part. i commonly experience delusions. one i have on a day to day basis is feeling as though people are watching me through my eyes. this doesnt make me feel scared or anxious but more like its a movie for them and i try to change my behaviors and act cool to try to impress them. another delusion i feel on an almost day to day basis is that people are out to get me, in my case i feel as though federal agents are out to get me and are following me. sometimes for a moment i convince myself i am being gangstalked by them but im not THAT delusional, i know gangstalking is ridiculous. i also experience grandious delusions on a day to day basis. now how does this relate to schizophrenia? i found out today by doing a little research that delusional disorder can later morph into full on schizophrenia, and if ive already been confirmed to have delusional disorder at such a young age (15) there is probably a good possibility i could later become schizophrenic...the paranoia gets to me daily and i hope it doesnt evolve any worse
when i was 11 i literally comvinced myself that there were pedophiles stalking me and watching me through my windows/taking pictures of me, id keep my blinds closed at all times because of it. obviously this wasnt true
when i was 11 i literally comvinced myself that there were pedophiles stalking me and watching me through my windows/taking pictures of me, id keep my blinds closed at all times because of it. obviously this wasnt true