SuicideFuel It feels weird

[happyfolks]

Each day I feel like ive dropped an IQ point or something. I barely remember where Ive parked my bike a few hours ago, my brain has been on full autopilot and time is moving so fast. My grammar is getting worse day by day, its like my neurons are slowly withering away

Ive stayed inside all day for a few weeks now and barely walked, or ever had much of sunlight. I sleep at 3AM and wake up at 10 or 11AM and its really bad. I used to get like 10k-20k steps daily and everyday felt great, just going to the gym and then eat the same meal everyday. Now I barely do anything, theres 4 finals in a week and I havent studied shit.

I dont neccessarily feel bad, its like my brain processes it then neglects the feelings. Ive been jerking off to porn alot more and this is probaly the biggest contribution. But what else can I do ? I deeply long to feel like a kid again

 

[theanty]

try forcing yourself to maintain old routine

 

[Chud Norris72]

get a MRI scan, you might have a brain tumor

 

[happyfolks]

try forcing yourself to maintain old routine

I will once I finish these jewllege finals

 

[Pride]

get a MRI scan, you might have a brain tumor

Couldn’t it be a mental illness

 

[happyfolks]

get a MRI scan, you might have a brain tumor

Probaly would

 

[Chud Norris72]

Couldn’t it be a mental illness?

it could be many things

 

[Pancakecel]

get a MRI scan, you might have a brain tumor

It's naaht a toomah

 

[happyfolks]

It's naaht a toomah

Bro

 

[Onyx]

I'm in the exact same situation... I am barely reading what you're saying cause I cba

Fried dopamine receptors from gooning and also from doomscrolling all day

I also vape loads and drink, contributes

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

try forcing yourself to maintain old routine

 

[ToBurble&Pine]

Same
Sometimes I forget how to open doors

 

[Soystein]

Being NEET has destroyed my brain.

 

[soft]

How old are you?

 

[happyfolks]

How old are you?

Im 19. Its over

 

[happyfolks]

Being NEET has destroyed my brain.

i wish i was in my hometown rn, a nice small town where theres alot of pavements but no, im in college and its just an unwalkable city

if you LDAR all day, the best strat is to also walk a shit ton a day too. It always help walking alot

 

[anomaly]

Just go on late night walks, it's a good reset, and you don't have to see other people.

 

[soft]

Im 19. Its over

Well then it's too early for mental decline.
Do you think the blackpill killed your motivation?

 

[happyfolks]

Well then it's too early for mental decline.
Do you think the blackpill killed your motivation?

No, if anything it'd be the last

I don't have friends nor do I have a healthy purpose. I'm just straying by, and I am content with it

 

[Orbiter]

I give you some wizard tips.
good sleep is the ONLY thing you should focus on.
try to improve your sleep quality. having a good bed, less noise, no screen time before sleep and light exercise during the day, drinking a bunch of water before you sleep.
to reach enlightenment you can try to water fast for a couple days. it makes your mind clear gives your body time to get rid of toxins and turns on survival mode for sharp focus.

 

[Cryo]

Each day I feel like ive dropped an IQ point or something. I barely remember where Ive parked my bike a few hours ago, my brain has been on full autopilot and time is moving so fast. My grammar is getting worse day by day, its like my neurons are slowly withering away

Ive stayed inside all day for a few weeks now and barely walked, or ever had much of sunlight. I sleep at 3AM and wake up at 10 or 11AM and its really bad. I used to get like 10k-20k steps daily and everyday felt great, just going to the gym and then eat the same meal everyday. Now I barely do anything, theres 4 finals in a week and I havent studied shit.

I dont neccessarily feel bad, its like my brain processes it then neglects the feelings. Ive been jerking off to porn alot more and this is probaly the biggest contribution. But what else can I do ? I deeply long to feel like a kid again

Describd my life rn