It's coming close to the 30th anniversary of asking my first girl out.

[Bangkok or bust]

Feb 14th 1990 = Valentines Day. I remember it well, I was 12 she was 12. She said "eww no way" when I buckled up the courage and asked her if she wanted to hang out. I had crushed on her since August 1989 (my first term in high school).

She had boobs, some semblance to nice curves, long dark hair but otherwise 5/10 face. She was about 5ft0 exactly. I looked 8yrs old max, and must of been under 4'7.

I banged her name into facebook, but she must of got married. Her old surname was unusual - Fothergill.

 

[OverBeforeItBegan2]

Brutal. You never forget your first rejection.

 

[Bangkok or bust]

Brutal. You never forget your first rejection.

She'll be 42 now. Married to a big bearded Viking manly man with teen kids probably.

Yet here I am at 42, still feeling like an adolewscent male that was never given a chance.

 

[Lookscel]

Oldcel tbh

 

[Rambocel]

Rejections brewing before I barely existed. Brutal. I assume it's been over ever since

 

[Blacktarpill]

Yet here I am at 42,

Brutal, you are an old cel.

 

[Bangkok or bust]

Rejections brewing before I barely existed. Brutal. I assume it's been over ever since

I have only been with escorts. My sex drive really hit -in at 12. 30 years of pain.

 

[TheSecondComing]

Oldcel tbh

 

[Deleted member 24048]

You never forget the painful moments in life, especially the early ones.

I still think about the girls from HS although not as much as I used too, thankfully.

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

Roping is ascension

 

[I HATE EVERYTHING]

tbh idk how oldcels can live like this. Im 22 atm and cant figure being so passive throughout your life if all that you got in return was shit. Yeah it sucks being genetic trash but to hell with everything if society wants you to be a tax slave your entire life. Its literally lifelong cuckholdry. How can you be so indifferent when the government extracts labor from the ones that have no future prospect in society. If your genetic line ends with you at least dont go out it silence. You are a man that has nothing else to lose so inflict pain unto the ones that got you into this situation. Consume more than you produce, destroy more than you create in this society. Give everyone a big "fuck you"

 

[Monk of Failure]

So brutal man.

 

[Romello Gaghan 2]

So brutal man.

That's an understatement.

 

[Marquis de Sade]

Mate she'll look like a fuckin hound now. I'm 35 an I can remember some of the wee hotties that went to my school. They all look a fuckn state now. Aged like milk. There only seems to be a few girls that still look good and similar to back then.