It's Over The chronicles of madness: how I have succumbed to my depression part 1

[deleted dude]

Howdy my dear readers,

Some of you guys already have read my thread yesterday. I would like to thank everyone who took their time to reply to my thread about the announcement that I will be ending my life in the near future. Life has been horrible to me. It all started when I was born, obviously.

From the day of my conception, my life has always been terrible. I always got severely bullied at school and never seemed to be able to catch a break. I always thought it had to do with my neurodivergency at first. I am diagnosed with autism, ADHD, and giftedness. This particular combination of mental diagnoses alone has a terrible impact on the quality of my life. I was never able to have any real friends at all. I was never able to connect with people properly since I always had quite different interests from a young age: I loved to learn about science, psychology, math, economics, and so on. I always had a love for learning and understanding the very forces that drive human behavior.

This is how I also came to find the blackpill. I have been blackpilled for approximately two years now. Ever since I was enlightened by it, it consumed me; I am no longer able to feel any joy and pleasure from life at all.

Like I stated before in my previous thread, I have a small penis. I still remember the day when I visited an escort named Amanda. Her actual name was Diana Deleu. She told me that I have a small penis. Deep down, I always knew I had a small penis, but I just couldn't accept it. The escort showed me, out of nowhere, videos of how she was getting fucked by her boyfriend because I wasn't able to have sex properly with her. That was the most brutal moment from my life: he was approximately 5'9" but had an htn face, was really fit, and had a penis of around 7 inches. This is the moment I still think about every day. Ever since that moment transpired, I can't stop thinking about how pathetic my small penis actually is. This is not the only reason I am severely depressed.

Every time I go outside, I get height-mogged to oblivion. I am only 5'8" in a European nation where white men average a height of around 6'2". When I walk outside, I always feel like a kid, a small child. Not only that, but I also realize that no one takes me seriously in life and that I always get picked on and bullied, as I seem to be an easy target. I feel life draining away from me when I go outside. I can't put it into words, but my height and penis size are so substandard that I wish I had never been born.

The constant bullying, lack of friends, never having had a proper birthday, never having had real love, having a small penis, being a manlet, being a neurodivergent freak, and being mistreated by my parents and family are the main reasons I have decided to end my life. It is a shame it has come down to this. I can't disclose everything yet since I have a feeling that potentially someone I know is still watching this website. He or she is not from my family but has certain power. Due to those reasons, I cannot yet fully disclose everything.

My plan for now is to LDAR and book a nice trip in 3 months. What I would like to do with you guys is talk about how I should book my trip in an incel-friendly way. I decided I am going to Japan first, with the possibility of immediately booking a flight to Australia as well. There are some brocels I would like to meet first before I let my spirit escape from this cursed, subpar roach-flesh prison that I have been stuck in.

I would like my last 4 months to be decent before I end it all. I will discuss some things with the Black lady who has been like a mother to me. I will discuss my small penis, experiences, and subpar height with her and how they have affected my life. Due to sound arguments and advice, I have come to the conclusion that I won't be talking about my suicide plans with her at all. I want to be able to live in freedom and commit to my dreams before I end it all. If she has a solution for my problems and somehow I can find the validation from some people that I need and the appetite for life, I will perhaps still consider living. I estimate this to be highly unlikely, so I am already making plans for everything: my goodbye, passing on my money to someone who was good to me, and some other things.

I will also be writing my goodbye letter to this forum before I escape from this wretched experience. I hope I can soon find peace in the Shivering Isles. I will tell everything before I die, everything I want to have told the world. Everything will make sense when I have died.

 

[deleted dude]

the life I got vs the life I wanted:

 

[Sir Silentium]

My plan for now is to LDAR and book a nice trip in 3 months. What I would like to do with you guys is talk about how I should book my trip in an incel-friendly way. I decided I am going to Japan first, with the possibility of immediately booking a flight to Australia as well. There are some brocels I would like to meet first before I let my spirit escape from this cursed, subpar roach-flesh prison that I have been stuck in.

Looking forward to it

 

[ColdCast]

I am diagnosed with autism, ADHD, and giftedness.

Laughed out loud on this one, i feel like this is the default autism to suicide pipeline, people hype you up think youre the shit only for you to get burned out and absolutely suicidal because of bullying, having to socialize, getting ostracized and spat at by teachers (one of my teachers literally told me in grade 2 that im mentally retarded and theres something wrong with me so my parents had to take me to a psychiatrist to get me evaluated even thought i learned to read and write way before my pears and i had nothing wrong with me ).

The constant bullying, lack of friends, never having had a proper birthday, never having had real love, having a small penis, being a manlet, being a neurodivergent freak, and being mistreated by my parents and family are the main reasons I have decided to end my life. It is a shame it has come down to this. I can't disclose everything yet since I have a feeling that potentially someone I know is still watching this website.

We basically lived the same life i feel for you bro youre not alone in this and it kind of makes me feel better to know people like me exist and have existed

What I would like to do with you guys is talk about how I should book my trip in an incel-friendly way.

Theres many good places especially in Japan where you can go and eat for cheap alone, its generally safe and accepted to even go out and drink alone and i also think Iceland would be a great spot to travel to especially the blue lagoon there i'd suggest you go and see it for yourself at least once in your life when there aren't many tourists there, i know for me it was always a place i wanted to go to.

Also holding onto that perhaps you mentioned thats a small sliver hope man... you deserve to feel seen, not for your dick size or your height, but for the person who are.

 

[deleted dude]

Laughed out loud on this one, i feel like this is the default autism to suicide pipeline, people hype you up think youre the shit only for you to get burned out and absolutely suicidal because of bullying, having to socialize, getting ostracized and spat at by teachers (one of my teachers literally told me in grade 2 that im mentally retarded and theres something wrong with me so my parents had to take me to a psychiatrist to get me evaluated even thought i learned to read and write way before my pears and i had nothing wrong with me ).

The funny thing is I always got hated mostly by cuck males and foid teachers, lmao. On a side note, I remember when I got abused by my stepdad and how my mom always tried to defend him for his aggressive behavior. I will tell the full story about this another day, but she told the therapists something; she loved my stepdad more than she ever loved me, and she would always choose her husband over me. I could never catch a break, but everything will make sense before I die.

Now back to the teachers. The male teachers were always hyped about my intelligence: I cruised through school without any problems. They always were really kind to me and said I had immense potential. They were all telling me to major in a STEM-related field. The fields I got advised to work in the most were mathematics, physics, and chemistry. Those were subjects I was particularly gifted in.

On the other hand, female teachers always thought that I was an arrogant little snob. They couldn't understand why I had such a keen interest in expanding my knowledge. Despite my autism, I was always able to sense and recognize that my behavior and passion for learning creeped them the fuck out. Of course, the horn effect is at play here, but in my own experience, women generally don't really like intelligent men. Female teachers always thought there was something wrong with me. I never tried to socialize with anyone since I got brutally bullied and was a short, ethnic man without any friends. They also were the ones to often report me to the principal's office, and they even got me suspended a couple of times, which led me to get transferred to a school for adults when I was 15 years old. I remember my physics teacher coming to me and saying that he found the decision to suspend me over throwing a container on the ground hilariously childish. I remember being really depressed in the class, and the bitch foid was starting to insult me; she said I was a petulant, useless child while I was getting brutally beaten at home. I lost control and just got insanely mad at the bitch. Muh empathetic gender, my ass. Females have always been horrible to me. All those experiences have burned me out, despite male teachers saying I could have potentially contributed to groundbreaking science.

We basically lived the same life i feel for you bro youre not alone in this and it kind of makes me feel better to know people like me exist and have existed

The only true thing that matters in life is looks. I would never want to contribute to progress anyway. I have been treated too poorly to care about the suffering of women and normies. I would never want their lives to improve thanks to my intelligence and dedication. The mere thought of human extinction is quite invigorating to me. Contributing to humanity's demise would truly set me into a hypermanic state.

Theres many good places especially in Japan where you can go and eat for cheap alone, its generally safe and accepted to even go out and drink alone and i also think Iceland would be a great spot to travel to especially the blue lagoon there i'd suggest you go and see it for yourself at least once in your life when there aren't many tourists there, i know for me it was always a place i wanted to go to.

Also holding onto that perhaps you mentioned thats a small sliver hope man... you deserve to feel seen, not for your dick size or your height, but for the person who are.

Thanks for the tip, man. I truly appreciate it. Perhaps I will do a world tour before I end my insignificant existence. I always wanted to explore the world when I was young. We will see what the foid says by the way. She has been the only woman who has been truly honest to me about human and female nature. I do agree with Hoodpreet that Black women care less about looks and more about status, finances, and also your potential to gain influence in the world.

I hope she can come up with something. I will await what she says.

 

[deleted dude]

She always has been kind to me. Perhaps not the highest IQ person ever, but she knows a lot about life and how humans operate. i learned a lot from her. I can genuinely say that without lying.

 

[deleted dude]

Looking forward to it

 

[deleted dude]

Would love to meet you when I am there. You seem like a really chill dude

 

[Tetsuya]

is this her?

Facebook

www.facebook.com

 

[deleted dude]

is this her?

Facebook

www.facebook.com

Yeah. That is the bitch. She is a mess herself though. The bitch is now dating some 5'9 white boomer who is a millionaire, despite having been a sex worker in the past. She also has some really terrible thirst traps on Instagram. Obsessed with Lana rhoades as well. has a identical ass tattoo. I got back at her once though. By contacting her friend. Her friend was quite a druggie. Took quite some cocaine with her. Was a great time.

 

[deleted dude]

is this her?

Facebook

www.facebook.com

Oh my bad, that ain't her. I can show you right now. Don't have my glasses on.

 

[deleted dude]

is this her?

Facebook

www.facebook.com

just look for the Diana Deleu with approximately 640 followers on insta. Her pfp is quite bad. She is from Ukraine, living in the great city of amsterdam

 

[deleted dude]

@LastGerman read the post btw. A very interesting dickpill. It truly never ends.

 

[Tetsuya]

just look for the Diana Deleu with approximately 640 followers on insta. Her pfp is quite bad. She is from Ukraine, living in the great city of amsterdam

https://www.instagram.com/diana__deleu/

https://nl.linkedin.com/in/diana-deleu-b98b4430a?trk=people-guest_people_search-card

I got back at her once though. By contacting her friend. Her friend was quite a druggie. Took quite some cocaine with her. Was a great time.

 

[deleted dude]

https://www.instagram.com/diana__deleu/

https://nl.linkedin.com/in/diana-deleu-b98b4430a?trk=people-guest_people_search-card

yeah that's the bitch. She became too skinny though. Probably taking way too many drugs. She won't grow old, I am sure of that. These bitches don' get older than 50 mostly

 

[deleted dude]

https://www.instagram.com/diana__deleu/

https://nl.linkedin.com/in/diana-deleu-b98b4430a?trk=people-guest_people_search-card

FYI: her friend was obviously also a sex worker, to be clear. Her name was Bogdana. She had a really tight pussy. Only time I genuinely ever had a good time with an escort.

 

[Sir Silentium]

Would love to meet you when I am there. You seem like a really chill dude

 

[LastGerman]

I can't put it into words, but my height and penis size are so substandard that I wish I had never been born.

The constant bullying, lack of friends, never having had a proper birthday, never having had real love, having a small penis, being a manlet, being a neurodivergent freak, and being mistreated by my parents and family are the main reasons I have decided to end my life.

Sometimes I also have trouble to put it into words. I always describe this as utter defeat. This truly is utter defeat. This is how I experience it. It was always this way. Even when I was young, when I was just a 5 year old boy.

 

[deleted dude]

Sometimes I also have trouble to put it into words. I always describe this as utter defeat. This truly is utter defeat. This is how I experience it. It was always this way. Even when I was young, when I was just a 5 year old boy.

It's really hard to describe. I wish I could become a woman, but there is no such thing after you are being formed in the womb. You can't lose a as a woman. your boob size, your ass, the wideness of your vagina all don't matter. Howver, having a small penis will break and destroy your life. There is no way you can come back from that. I have never met a man with a small penis who was happy in his life. I used to have a friend, and his wife basically was in shock when she saw his small penis. He told me it was the worst feeling that he has ever felt. Having a small penis is a trait even worse than being a manlet in my opinion

 

[deleted dude]

Men with small penises will always get cucked. There is no escaping it

 

[deleted dude]

View: https://www.reddit.com/r/CuckoldPsychology/comments/1q5hbeu/for_cucks_with_small_penises/


this is your only choice if you want to have a gf while you have a small penis. There is no fate worse than having a small penis

 

[deleted dude]

View: https://www.reddit.com/r/mentalhealth/comments/1bvlqsy/having_a_small_ish_dick_is_bringing_me_down/

Having a small penis is a faith worse than death. I would love to see the solution for this being brought to the market

 

[ColdCast]

The funny thing is I always got hated mostly by cuck males and foid teachers, lmao. On a side note, I remember when I got abused by my stepdad and how my mom always tried to defend him for his aggressive behavior. I will tell the full story about this another day, but she told the therapists something; she loved my stepdad more than she ever loved me, and she would always choose her husband over me. I could never catch a break, but everything will make sense before I die.

I only had the worst foid teachers that where literal fucking cunts being the biggest pieces of shit and they got off on bullying me because i was small and shy i fucking hate every female teacher i hope every one of them gets fucking raped and dies of HIV.
But funny thing is, my mother wanted a kid and couldn't have one so she went through IVF and married a random bozo only to tell me she should've killed herself because my father didn't wanna fuck her anymore after and it was my fucking fault
As a teen i got a lot of "i would leave you alone with your father because i never loved you or your father in the first place because you two are the same" comments, and other very amazing things about how im the same scum as him.

Now back to the teachers. The male teachers were always hyped about my intelligence: I cruised through school without any problems. They always were really kind to me and said I had immense potential. They were all telling me to major in a STEM-related field. The fields I got advised to work in the most were mathematics, physics, and chemistry. Those were subjects I was particularly gifted in.

I feel you, it was also a reason why i got into programming at a very young age... but never followed up on it...

On the other hand, female teachers always thought that I was an arrogant little snob. They couldn't understand why I had such a keen interest in expanding my knowledge. Despite my autism, I was always able to sense and recognize that my behavior and passion for learning creeped them the fuck out. Of course, the horn effect is at play here, but in my own experience, women generally don't really like intelligent men. Female teachers always thought there was something wrong with me. I never tried to socialize with anyone since I got brutally bullied and was a short, ethnic man without any friends. They also were the ones to often report me to the principal's office, and they even got me suspended a couple of times, which led me to get transferred to a school for adults when I was 15 years old.

Are we related by chance same shit happened to me but i switched when i started 5th grade because the bullying got so bad... (i dont even know how old i was at the time) and they had a sever problem with be because i was seen as an immigrant despite being white... i didnt really speak the language and was considerably pale (which got me the nickname: cum corpse) compared to my tanned, rather dark skinned peer at the time

I remember being really depressed in the class, and the bitch foid was starting to insult me; she said I was a petulant, useless child while I was getting brutally beaten at home. I lost control and just got insanely mad at the bitch. Muh empathetic gender, my ass. Females have always been horrible to me. All those experiences have burned me out, despite male teachers saying I could have potentially contributed to groundbreaking science.

My foid teachers also loved beating down on me,especially when i had bad days and bruises on me from home they made fun of me for being severely depressed and sleeping in classes.. and my classmates only took that as an invitation to gang up on me and humiliate me after class
I remember i really wanted to attend an extracurricular piano class since i was interested in music but ended up not going because that foid teacher loved this one little whore classmate of mine who would show up in mini skirts having her full ass out and acting like a cunt in grade 4, and i even got scolded and sent to the principal for trying to report this little bitch showing up as a prostitute in school and i was the "bad predatory boy" .... and this one foid teacher loved this little cunt so much that only she was allowed to sit at the piano and play and i had trouble learning music from just a sheet of paper so i ended up not going and i got told im a lazy retarded and useless student that does not deserve to attend and i got kicked out of the extracurricular class

The only true thing that matters in life is looks. I would never want to contribute to progress anyway. I have been treated too poorly to care about the suffering of women and normies. I would never want their lives to improve thanks to my intelligence and dedication. The mere thought of human extinction is quite invigorating to me. Contributing to humanity's demise would truly set me into a hypermanic state.

Hot take normies deserve to be used and abused at the workplace by their bosses, being overworked and under-payed because they lowkey fucking enjoy it and then go around jerking their dick about being a "productive worker" and being the "bosses favorite" while they are the top #1 cash cow raking in the most revenue for the boss ...
I feel like im already doing too much by showing up at university once in a while, i cant socialize i get a mental breakdown and end up having sever anger issues from all the absolute shit i have to deal with... im not cut out for this insanity... besides i couldn't work a real job anyway next to some health issues and the mental agony of having to put up with people doing shit i dont want sends me into homicidal rage

I always wanted to explore the world when I was young.

Explore for me too, since i've given up on most of my dreams and hopes and hope to go on a bender and OD one day again and not wake up, because i wont be able to scrape together the money to be able to go a place i always wanted to visit.. you know poor countries make it virtually impossible for one to escape... i hope you're gonna water some sweet plants while youre at it, nature is a true blessing dare i say the only blessing we have left in this capitalistic fucking ugly and utterly disgusting hellhole

 

[ColdCast]

Men with small penises will always get cucked. There is no escaping it

Or fujoshi foids will try to fuck you in the ass because they are literal fucking predators

 

[deleted dude]

Or fujoshi foids will try to fuck you in the ass because they are literal fucking predators

I know all about it lmao. It is the thing I am ashamed of most. I am going to sleep brother. I did notice your big post. I will reply tomorrow elaborately. I need to get up a bit early tomorrow. Take all the time you need always for a reply. I love the fact you are sharing a lot with me and that you are taking time out of your day to have an interesting conversation with me. I have a lot to tell you based on your comment.

 

[LastGerman]

It's really hard to describe. I wish I could become a woman, but there is no such thing after you are being formed in the womb. You can't lose a as a woman. your boob size, your ass, the wideness of your vagina all don't matter.

It is so easy as a female. Furthermore they are even able to change those attributes, meanwhile we stuck with having a small penis.

Howver, having a small penis will break and destroy your life. There is no way you can come back from that.

It really does completely break and destroy ones life. There is really no comeback from this. I knew this when I was just a child, when I was 5 years old. I always hated my small penis.

I have never met a man with a small penis who was happy in his life.

It is not possible to be happy in life when you have a small penis. It completely destroys ones happiness. Happiness is not even able to form in the first place.

I used to have a friend, and his wife basically was in shock when she saw his small penis.

I remember this story. It was absolutely devastating.

He told me it was the worst feeling that he has ever felt.

Just reading this is enough for me. It sounds absolutely emasculating and humiliating.

Having a small penis is a trait even worse than being a manlet in my opinion

Having a small penis is truly a curse.

 

[ColdCast]

I know all about it lmao. It is the thing I am ashamed of most. I am going to sleep brother. I did notice your big post. I will reply tomorrow elaborately. I need to get up a bit early tomorrow. Take all the time you need always for a reply. I love the fact you are sharing a lot with me and that you are taking time out of your day to have an interesting conversation with me. I have a lot to tell you based on your comment.

Thank you, have a good nights rest and be safe bro

 

[LastGerman]

View: https://www.reddit.com/r/mentalhealth/comments/1bvlqsy/having_a_small_ish_dick_is_bringing_me_down/

Having a small penis is a faith worse than death. I would love to see the solution for this being brought to the market

I knew the comemnts would be like this:

GrilledStuffedDragon
•vor 2 Jahren


No one cares about your dick size/shape as much as you do.


[gelöscht]
•vor 2 Jahren


Average size is 5.1 inches. Sounds like you're right in range. More importantly here tho. Size doesn't matter to everyone. And not everyone would consider that small.
But the most important thing I want you to hear. If you aren't old enough to get the surgery now that means you aren't done growing. Good luck. Don't let this get you down. If anything. Go compensate by working your ass off for a 6 figure salary since one day women will value that more than your size anyway.



It is always the same lines. "No one cares about your dick size as much as you do", "average size is 5.1 inches", "sounds like you are right in range", "size doesn't matter", "not every would consider that small".

The sheer amount of gaslighting is insane. I am tired of those lines and I am tired of the gaslighting.


AlchemyUSA
•vor 2 Jahren



Yes. Agreed. Focus on being an emotionally healthy person in relationship, making money, and eating good. You’re not too small but you won’t be a fit for everyone (no one is). Work on building your confidence in general and keep expanding, growing, learning as a good human and you will attract a good human that’s the perfect fit for you.


More empty platitudes. Focus on being "an emotional healthy person". What does that even entail? This is nothng but an empty platitude. "Building your confidence". What is actually wrong with people that they always repeat the same platitudes? This has to be malice at this point.


GothKazu
•vor 2 Jahren



Came here to say this. The G-spot is located somewhere between 2-4 inches inside anyway, so as long as you have literally any degree of technique, you should be okay.
Specifically to OP tho: im roughly 7-8in (sorry for graphic) and youd be surprised how often its a hindrance and not a benefit. Take pride.


BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... You just cannot make this up at this point. He has a 7-8 inch penis and yet he comes up with the typical platitudes of "the g-spot is somewhere between 2-4 inches inside" and "technique".

I am sitting here in utter disbelief. This has to be a joke. This must be malice. He know that he is blessed and says it is a "hindrance". It is of course not a "hindrance". He is just bragging about how big he is. And then he has the audacity to say "take pride".

@St3v3Cel just look at that.

 

[Akedia]

Howdy my dear readers,

Some of you guys already have read my thread yesterday. I would like to thank everyone who took their time to reply to my thread about the announcement that I will be ending my life in the near future. Life has been horrible to me. It all started when I was born, obviously.

From the day of my conception, my life has always been terrible. I always got severely bullied at school and never seemed to be able to catch a break. I always thought it had to do with my neurodivergency at first. I am diagnosed with autism, ADHD, and giftedness. This particular combination of mental diagnoses alone has a terrible impact on the quality of my life. I was never able to have any real friends at all. I was never able to connect with people properly since I always had quite different interests from a young age: I loved to learn about science, psychology, math, economics, and so on. I always had a love for learning and understanding the very forces that drive human behavior.

This is how I also came to find the blackpill. I have been blackpilled for approximately two years now. Ever since I was enlightened by it, it consumed me; I am no longer able to feel any joy and pleasure from life at all.

Like I stated before in my previous thread, I have a small penis. I still remember the day when I visited an escort named Amanda. Her actual name was Diana Deleu. She told me that I have a small penis. Deep down, I always knew I had a small penis, but I just couldn't accept it. The escort showed me, out of nowhere, videos of how she was getting fucked by her boyfriend because I wasn't able to have sex properly with her. That was the most brutal moment from my life: he was approximately 5'9" but had an htn face, was really fit, and had a penis of around 7 inches. This is the moment I still think about every day. Ever since that moment transpired, I can't stop thinking about how pathetic my small penis actually is. This is not the only reason I am severely depressed.

Every time I go outside, I get height-mogged to oblivion. I am only 5'8" in a European nation where white men average a height of around 6'2". When I walk outside, I always feel like a kid, a small child. Not only that, but I also realize that no one takes me seriously in life and that I always get picked on and bullied, as I seem to be an easy target. I feel life draining away from me when I go outside. I can't put it into words, but my height and penis size are so substandard that I wish I had never been born.

The constant bullying, lack of friends, never having had a proper birthday, never having had real love, having a small penis, being a manlet, being a neurodivergent freak, and being mistreated by my parents and family are the main reasons I have decided to end my life. It is a shame it has come down to this. I can't disclose everything yet since I have a feeling that potentially someone I know is still watching this website. He or she is not from my family but has certain power. Due to those reasons, I cannot yet fully disclose everything.

My plan for now is to LDAR and book a nice trip in 3 months. What I would like to do with you guys is talk about how I should book my trip in an incel-friendly way. I decided I am going to Japan first, with the possibility of immediately booking a flight to Australia as well. There are some brocels I would like to meet first before I let my spirit escape from this cursed, subpar roach-flesh prison that I have been stuck in.

I would like my last 4 months to be decent before I end it all. I will discuss some things with the Black lady who has been like a mother to me. I will discuss my small penis, experiences, and subpar height with her and how they have affected my life. Due to sound arguments and advice, I have come to the conclusion that I won't be talking about my suicide plans with her at all. I want to be able to live in freedom and commit to my dreams before I end it all. If she has a solution for my problems and somehow I can find the validation from some people that I need and the appetite for life, I will perhaps still consider living. I estimate this to be highly unlikely, so I am already making plans for everything: my goodbye, passing on my money to someone who was good to me, and some other things.

I will also be writing my goodbye letter to this forum before I escape from this wretched experience. I hope I can soon find peace in the Shivering Isles. I will tell everything before I die, everything I want to have told the world. Everything will make sense when I have died.

Brutal read. I’m sorry man. I relate a lot with the neurodivergence side, being born autistic is one of the most unfair and difficult hands life deals.

The trips sound like a good idea at least. Are you planning to post updates?

 

[Tetsuya]

if you have the money to escortmaxx and a penis big enough to have sex, why not SEAmaxx and find a tiny asian chick? I am sure she wont notice that your penis is small

 

[St3v3Cel]

I knew the comemnts would be like this:

GrilledStuffedDragon
•vor 2 Jahren


No one cares about your dick size/shape as much as you do.


[gelöscht]
•vor 2 Jahren


Average size is 5.1 inches. Sounds like you're right in range. More importantly here tho. Size doesn't matter to everyone. And not everyone would consider that small.
But the most important thing I want you to hear. If you aren't old enough to get the surgery now that means you aren't done growing. Good luck. Don't let this get you down. If anything. Go compensate by working your ass off for a 6 figure salary since one day women will value that more than your size anyway.



It is always the same lines. "No one cares about your dick size as much as you do", "average size is 5.1 inches", "sounds like you are right in range", "size doesn't matter", "not every would consider that small".

The sheer amount of gaslighting is insane. I am tired of those lines and I am tired of the gaslighting.


AlchemyUSA
•vor 2 Jahren



Yes. Agreed. Focus on being an emotionally healthy person in relationship, making money, and eating good. You’re not too small but you won’t be a fit for everyone (no one is). Work on building your confidence in general and keep expanding, growing, learning as a good human and you will attract a good human that’s the perfect fit for you.


More empty platitudes. Focus on being "an emotional healthy person". What does that even entail? This is nothng but an empty platitude. "Building your confidence". What is actually wrong with people that they always repeat the same platitudes? This has to be malice at this point.


GothKazu
•vor 2 Jahren



Came here to say this. The G-spot is located somewhere between 2-4 inches inside anyway, so as long as you have literally any degree of technique, you should be okay.
Specifically to OP tho: im roughly 7-8in (sorry for graphic) and youd be surprised how often its a hindrance and not a benefit. Take pride.


BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... You just cannot make this up at this point. He has a 7-8 inch penis and yet he comes up with the typical platitudes of "the g-spot is somewhere between 2-4 inches inside" and "technique".

I am sitting here in utter disbelief. This has to be a joke. This must be malice. He know that he is blessed and says it is a "hindrance". It is of course not a "hindrance". He is just bragging about how big he is. And then he has the audacity to say "take pride".

@St3v3Cel just look at that.

Telling someone "size doesn't matter" should be as offensive as saying "being blind doesn't matter" or "being deaf doesn't matter". Always the guys with big penises who say that it is a "hindrance", and that there is "technique" men with small penises can use. There is no "technique" in sex with either a small penis or a big penis. Sex is not supposed to be some skill. It is our absolute lowest and most basic function. There is no phrase that riles me up more than "it's not about what you got, it's about how you use it".

 

[deleted dude]

I only had the worst foid teachers that where literal fucking cunts being the biggest pieces of shit and they got off on bullying me because i was small and shy i fucking hate every female teacher i hope every one of them gets fucking raped and dies of HIV.
But funny thing is, my mother wanted a kid and couldn't have one so she went through IVF and married a random bozo only to tell me she should've killed herself because my father didn't wanna fuck her anymore after and it was my fucking fault
As a teen i got a lot of "i would leave you alone with your father because i never loved you or your father in the first place because you two are the same" comments, and other very amazing things about how im the same scum as him.

I feel you, it was also a reason why i got into programming at a very young age... but never followed up on it...

Same man, same. I honestly don't even know how and why we ever actually believed that foids are the muh empathetic gender. Everything that they do shows the total opposite. My mom told me the same thing basically, jfl. She wishes that I had never been born. My dad tells me the same thing on occasion. Then I tell them I wish I had different parents who would have given me better genes. He never has an answer for that when I tell him that. As a sub-5, the general rule is that everything is always your fault.

Women hating on you and other men bullying you will beat every ounce of motivation out of you. This is why LDAR rn. I am doing nothing but passing the time.

Are we related by chance same shit happened to me but i switched when i started 5th grade because the bullying got so bad... (i dont even know how old i was at the time) and they had a sever problem with be because i was seen as an immigrant despite being white... i didnt really speak the language and was considerably pale (which got me the nickname: cum corpse) compared to my tanned, rather dark skinned peer at the time

Brutally over man. I was also an ethnic in a white majority class. Unless you are HTN or up, you won't get accepted by white kids. I remember when we had to make groups for projects, and no one ever chose me to work with in a project. School was the most brutal experience I have ever gone through.

My foid teachers also loved beating down on me,especially when i had bad days and bruises on me from home they made fun of me for being severely depressed and sleeping in classes.. and my classmates only took that as an invitation to gang up on me and humiliate me after class
I remember i really wanted to attend an extracurricular piano class since i was interested in music but ended up not going because that foid teacher loved this one little whore classmate of mine who would show up in mini skirts having her full ass out and acting like a cunt in grade 4, and i even got scolded and sent to the principal for trying to report this little bitch showing up as a prostitute in school and i was the "bad predatory boy" .... and this one foid teacher loved this little cunt so much that only she was allowed to sit at the piano and play and i had trouble learning music from just a sheet of paper so i ended up not going and i got told im a lazy retarded and useless student that does not deserve to attend and i got kicked out of the extracurricular class

As a sub-5, even if you found the cure for cancer, people will still find a way to hate on you. This is why contributing to science or society as a sub-5 is a total cuck move. People really underestimate how hard it is to live as an ugly, short, ethnic male. I am an empty husk of a human being who is silently awaiting his death thanks to all the misery I have been put through by those pathetic lot called normies.

Hot take normies deserve to be used and abused at the workplace by their bosses, being overworked and under-payed because they lowkey fucking enjoy it and then go around jerking their dick about being a "productive worker" and being the "bosses favorite" while they are the top #1 cash cow raking in the most revenue for the boss ...
I feel like im already doing too much by showing up at university once in a while, i cant socialize i get a mental breakdown and end up having sever anger issues from all the absolute shit i have to deal with... im not cut out for this insanity... besides i couldn't work a real job anyway next to some health issues and the mental agony of having to put up with people doing shit i dont want sends me into homicidal rage

I also am being forced by my chink professor to attend group project gatherings. It is pure suicidefuel. The retard students never listen or acknowledge my existence anyway. I have a terrible voice, so people never really want to listen to me. "Buy you need to learn how to work together broooooooooooooooo! You can't just message the students about what part of the project you will do and not discuss the learning curve with them". They are literally forcing me to go to school to discuss what should be in a fucking report. It has no practical use whatsoever. It is pure insanity, but normies are being prepared to do useless tasks like this to stay 'busy'. Fucking clown world man. I wish every non-sub-5 the most terrible fate.

Explore for me too, since i've given up on most of my dreams and hopes and hope to go on a bender and OD one day again and not wake up, because i wont be able to scrape together the money to be able to go a place i always wanted to visit.. you know poor countries make it virtually impossible for one to escape... i hope you're gonna water some sweet plants while youre at it, nature is a true blessing dare i say the only blessing we have left in this capitalistic fucking ugly and utterly disgusting hellhole

Location also is a really important factor in life yeah. Everything in life is about luck. If we were born female, we wouldn't ever encounter any ounce of real difficulty in our life's. I will do that for you mon king. I will write way more about my personal life, but it takes time. I have some things I am doing rn.

 

[deleted dude]

It is so easy as a female. Furthermore they are even able to change those attributes, meanwhile we stuck with having a small penis.

God must hate men if he exists. I especially don't get Muslims man. How can you believe in a being that has given Arabs way smaller penises on average than white men? I don't understand it. Their God must love his male followers to be little cucks. Between a 4 and 5 inch erect size for Asian countries should be reason enough to go full seppaku on those nations.

It really does completely break and destroy ones life. There is really no comeback from this. I knew this when I was just a child, when I was 5 years old. I always hated my small penis.

I always knew it deep down as well, but always tried to gaslight myself. I started to internally 'accept' it when the evidence became way too clear. If a woman says you have a small penis, then there is no denying it anymore.

It is not possible to be happy in life when you have a small penis. It completely destroys ones happiness. Happiness is not even able to form in the first place.

I have never been happy in my life. Everything makes sense honestly. If I had a big penis, and had some good sex with women, and made them orgasm, I am sure I would have been a really happy man in life. I also noticed when I went to certain escorts that I was way happier, despite my small penis. Now, imagine being able to satisfy females with a big penis. Nothing makes a man happier than being able to pleasure females with a big penis. Having a small penis destroys every possible reason for a man to exist.

Just reading this is enough for me. It sounds absolutely emasculating and humiliating. Having a small penis is truly a curse.

It truly is. It is like God has put us in hell already. i wouldn't be surprised if this was the case. The inequality between penis sizes is almost unfathomable. No wonder an increasing amount of people go insane and shoot people around them.

 

[deleted dude]

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... You just cannot make this up at this point. He has a 7-8 inch penis and yet he comes up with the typical platitudes of "the g-spot is somewhere between 2-4 inches inside" and "technique".

I am sitting here in utter disbelief. This has to be a joke. This must be malice. He know that he is blessed and says it is a "hindrance". It is of course not a "hindrance". He is just bragging about how big he is. And then he has the audacity to say "take pride".

@St3v3Cel just look at that.

That bragger was the absolute worst man. I have read all the comments as well. As always, it is filled with empty platitudes and a whole lot of nothing. They basically are telling us to be little cucks and sit in a corner without throwing a tantrum. Having a big penis never is a hindrance. You can always adjust your speed. You can't adjust anything when you have a small penis, since you won't be able to get it in anyway, nor feel anything. Everything those big penis havers say is a way to make themselves feel superior. They are superior. They have a big penis. It is the only metric that can either make or break a man completely on its own

 

[deleted dude]

@LastGerman I am going to prepare some interesting dickpill knowledge as well. Going to dig really deep into it this weekend.

 

[deleted dude]

if you have the money to escortmaxx and a penis big enough to have sex, why not SEAmaxx and find a tiny asian chick? I am sure she wont notice that your penis is small

My penis is too small for that. The absolute minimum to satisfy the least demanding woman is 6 inches, which I don't have.

 

[deleted dude]

Telling someone "size doesn't matter" should be as offensive as saying "being blind doesn't matter" or "being deaf doesn't matter". Always the guys with big penises who say that it is a "hindrance", and that there is "technique" men with small penises can use. There is no "technique" in sex with either a small penis or a big penis. Sex is not supposed to be some skill. It is our absolute lowest and most basic function. There is no phrase that riles me up more than "it's not about what you got, it's about how you use it".

exactly. There is no such thing as technique when the penis is so big, that all the nerve pathways get activated in the vagina. That is what makes sex feel good for women. There is no amount of technique that can make a female orgasm if you have a small penis. Meanwhile, the dude with a big dick only has to make her horny, and she will orgasm every time, because all the nerve pathways get activated. It is basic fucking science man. I remember someone even who wrote a thread about how females actually don't feel any physical pain. Basically, women actually derive pleasure from 'physical pain', so having a big penis only increases their pleasure, since they will also experience that 'pain', which she can't experience when you have a small penis. Life is truly over man.

 

[deleted dude]

Brutal read. I’m sorry man. I relate a lot with the neurodivergence side, being born autistic is one of the most unfair and difficult hands life deals.

The trips sound like a good idea at least. Are you planning to post updates?

I am going to man. Don't worry. Perhaps I will got for a world tour. I don't know how long that would take. I will start to do some research today.

 

[ItsOverMan]

Howdy my dear readers,

Some of you guys already have read my thread yesterday. I would like to thank everyone who took their time to reply to my thread about the announcement that I will be ending my life in the near future. Life has been horrible to me. It all started when I was born, obviously.

From the day of my conception, my life has always been terrible. I always got severely bullied at school and never seemed to be able to catch a break. I always thought it had to do with my neurodivergency at first. I am diagnosed with autism, ADHD, and giftedness. This particular combination of mental diagnoses alone has a terrible impact on the quality of my life. I was never able to have any real friends at all. I was never able to connect with people properly since I always had quite different interests from a young age: I loved to learn about science, psychology, math, economics, and so on. I always had a love for learning and understanding the very forces that drive human behavior.

This is how I also came to find the blackpill. I have been blackpilled for approximately two years now. Ever since I was enlightened by it, it consumed me; I am no longer able to feel any joy and pleasure from life at all.

Like I stated before in my previous thread, I have a small penis. I still remember the day when I visited an escort named Amanda. Her actual name was Diana Deleu. She told me that I have a small penis. Deep down, I always knew I had a small penis, but I just couldn't accept it. The escort showed me, out of nowhere, videos of how she was getting fucked by her boyfriend because I wasn't able to have sex properly with her. That was the most brutal moment from my life: he was approximately 5'9" but had an htn face, was really fit, and had a penis of around 7 inches. This is the moment I still think about every day. Ever since that moment transpired, I can't stop thinking about how pathetic my small penis actually is. This is not the only reason I am severely depressed.

Every time I go outside, I get height-mogged to oblivion. I am only 5'8" in a European nation where white men average a height of around 6'2". When I walk outside, I always feel like a kid, a small child. Not only that, but I also realize that no one takes me seriously in life and that I always get picked on and bullied, as I seem to be an easy target. I feel life draining away from me when I go outside. I can't put it into words, but my height and penis size are so substandard that I wish I had never been born.

The constant bullying, lack of friends, never having had a proper birthday, never having had real love, having a small penis, being a manlet, being a neurodivergent freak, and being mistreated by my parents and family are the main reasons I have decided to end my life. It is a shame it has come down to this. I can't disclose everything yet since I have a feeling that potentially someone I know is still watching this website. He or she is not from my family but has certain power. Due to those reasons, I cannot yet fully disclose everything.

My plan for now is to LDAR and book a nice trip in 3 months. What I would like to do with you guys is talk about how I should book my trip in an incel-friendly way. I decided I am going to Japan first, with the possibility of immediately booking a flight to Australia as well. There are some brocels I would like to meet first before I let my spirit escape from this cursed, subpar roach-flesh prison that I have been stuck in.

I would like my last 4 months to be decent before I end it all. I will discuss some things with the Black lady who has been like a mother to me. I will discuss my small penis, experiences, and subpar height with her and how they have affected my life. Due to sound arguments and advice, I have come to the conclusion that I won't be talking about my suicide plans with her at all. I want to be able to live in freedom and commit to my dreams before I end it all. If she has a solution for my problems and somehow I can find the validation from some people that I need and the appetite for life, I will perhaps still consider living. I estimate this to be highly unlikely, so I am already making plans for everything: my goodbye, passing on my money to someone who was good to me, and some other things.

I will also be writing my goodbye letter to this forum before I escape from this wretched experience. I hope I can soon find peace in the Shivering Isles. I will tell everything before I die, everything I want to have told the world. Everything will make sense when I have died.

Read the whole thing. Brutal.

However I think you’re letting a couple things determine your entire future life. Height, size, ND matter a lot, but the blackpill turns it into 100% determinism and that’s where I think it kinda goes too far. 5'8 isn’t some ultra-rare curse-tier height. It’s below average in some countries, but it’s not “over” territory. Same with dick size, most guys aren’t walking around at porn stats even if it feels like it.

For traveling, I get the idea of wanting to have a few fun months and then be done. I just went to Japan in November by myself and I highly recommend it, was fun. But on the other hand you're basically locking in a permanent decision while you’re in the worst mental state. If you’re gonna go to Japan or wherever, just go. Just have a fun experience with it and see how you feel after. Maybe you can meet and talk to some people. You don’t need to decide the ending right now.

I would be more open than you're planning to with the black woman who was nice to you. She might be more helpful than you think if she knows you're having problems.

Not saying “life is amazing bro just be confident” but I don’t think you’ve tested all your options yet either.

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

e "size doesn't matter" should be as offensive as saying "being blind doesn't matter" or "being deaf doesn't matter"

"Being blind is actually a good thing bro. Having eyes is difficult since sometimes you see things you don't want to see."

 

[deleted dude]

Read the whole thing. Brutal.

However I think you’re letting a couple things determine your entire future life. Height, size, ND matter a lot, but the blackpill turns it into 100% determinism and that’s where I think it kinda goes too far. 5'8 isn’t some ultra-rare curse-tier height. It’s below average in some countries, but it’s not “over” territory. Same with dick size, most guys aren’t walking around at porn stats even if it feels like it.

I live in a nation where the average white male height is between 6'1 and 6'2. It is a very valid reason to feel like a total manlet cuck. For me, that is definitely over territory. Same with my dick size: up to 20% of the white population has a dick of 7 inches or bigger. Sure, there are enough people who don't have a big penis, but what is the point of life? It's not like I am close to 7 inches. I am not close at all. I will never be able to satisfy a woman with my small penis.

For traveling, I get the idea of wanting to have a few fun months and then be done. I just went to Japan in November by myself and I highly recommend it, was fun. But on the other hand you're basically locking in a permanent decision while you’re in the worst mental state. If you’re gonna go to Japan or wherever, just go. Just have a fun experience with it and see how you feel after. Maybe you can meet and talk to some people. You don’t need to decide the ending right now.

I do agree with this, but then again: how can my life possible improve? I have a small penis, I am a manlet, I am a man with a high "IQ" while it only implies and means that I am able to recognize patterns faster and learn more efficiently. It adds nothing of value to my life.

I would be more open than you're planning to with the black woman who was nice to you. She might be more helpful than you think if she knows you're having problems. Not saying “life is amazing bro just be confident” but I don’t think you’ve tested all your options yet either.

How could she ever help me truly? Can she help me get a bigger penis? Can she help me grow taller? She can't. The things that truly matter are all out of my control. What could she help me with according to you? It's not like she would be a mother to me I never had. What can I gain from being open to her, and what should I say according to you? I am not going to tell her I am suicidal. That is a risk too big.

 

[deleted dude]

"Being blind is actually a good thing bro. Having eyes is difficult since sometimes you see things you don't want to see."

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

Three years ago I tried killing myself over a combination of various factors such as being an incel, having a small penis, being autistic, accepting a woman would never like me, and not being able to have my dreams jobs due to spinal issues.

Due to that depression, I tried shooting myself but blew part of my face off instead. I remember my parents drove me to the hospital and I was crying regretting everything I did. I realized despite there being so many things I hated about myself and my life, there was still a reason to live. I love my family and my copes. I figured dying wasn't worth losing those things. It also made me feel a huge amount of guilt because it put my parents through a lot of pain. Sorry to make this seem about me, I'm just trying to tell you that you'll likely regret trying to kill yourself just like I did and every single other person in the mental health hospital I was with did.

Going to Japan could be a good idea. Just keep in mind there's still some Caucasians there so you probably will get mogged. At the very least most Japanese people aren't as tall as Europeans, so you won't get mogged as much as you do in Europe currently.

That escort who showed you that video is scum of the earth. I'm so sorry she did that to you. Regardless if you asked or not, she should've known better.

 

[deleted dude]

Three years ago I tried killing myself over a combination of various factors such as being an incel, having a small penis, being autistic, accepting a woman would never like me, and not being able to have my dreams jobs due to spinal issues.

Due to that depression, I tried shooting myself but blew part of my face off instead. I remember my parents drove me to the hospital and I was crying regretting everything I did. I realized despite there being so many things I hated about myself and my life, there was still a reason to live. I love my family and my copes. I figured dying wasn't worth losing those things. It also made me feel a huge amount of guilt because it put my parents through a lot of pain. Sorry to make this seem about me, I'm just trying to tell you that you'll likely regret trying to kill yourself just like I did and every single other person in the mental health hospital I was with did.

I don't have a family who cares about me. My sister once told me that I should kill myself. She is an evil bitch. There are so many women I actually want to kill with my own bare hands, because they have been horrible to me. My dad, and other family members, also never check in on me. I have no one that cares about me. My whole family fucking hates me, so I wouldn't care at all if they wiped some fake tears about my death. I understand your story, but mine is different. I feel sorry for what you have been through though.

Going to Japan could be a good idea. Just keep in mind there's still some Caucasians there so you probably will get mogged. At the very least most Japanese people aren't as tall as Europeans, so you won't get mogged as much as you do in Europe currently.

Yeah that is true. Perhaps I will go to a place as well where there are no Europeans, or barely any Europeans. I will do some digging. I just hope it can give some sense of enjoyment. I haven't felt any in years. The last time was when I played oblivion, elder scrolls. That was 3 years ago.

That escort who showed you that video is scum of the earth. I'm so sorry she did that to you. Regardless if you asked or not, she should've known better.

I would never go ER. But if I did, she would be one of my targets. That skank deserves it.

 

[ItsOverMan]

I live in a nation where the average white male height is between 6'1 and 6'2. It is a very valid reason to feel like a total manlet cuck. For me, that is definitely over territory. Same with my dick size: up to 20% of the white population has a dick of 7 inches or bigger. Sure, there are enough people who don't have a big penis, but what is the point of life? It's not like I am close to 7 inches. I am not close at all. I will never be able to satisfy a woman with my small penis.

I get what you’re saying but you’re still turning ranges into hard cutoffs. Yeah your country is tall, but that doesn’t mean every guy under 6’ is just done. You’re acting like it’s binary when it’s not. Same with size. 7” exists but that stat also means most dudes aren’t there either. It just feels like everyone is because of what you’ve been exposed to. I mean I see dudes all the time out there who are subpar in those stats but they have girlfriends (it's not Stacy) so it's not really over.

I do agree with this, but then again: how can my life possible improve? I have a small penis, I am a manlet, I am a man with a high "IQ" while it only implies and means that I am able to recognize patterns faster and learn more efficiently. It adds nothing of value to my life.

Also you’re putting everything on a few variables like that’s the only thing that matters. Real life isn’t really that simplistic even if it feels like it when you’re stuck in your head. I just think you should keep coping and never rope. My circumstances are bad too but I'm gonna keep coping. My mom knew life sucked for me because of my bad mental health, non-NT, extreme social anxiety and isolation, zero friends, my family other than my mom hadn't talked to me in many years and probably didn't know or care if I was dead, and asked me several years before she died "You would never, ever kill yourself, right?" and I said I wouldn't.

How could she ever help me truly? Can she help me get a bigger penis? Can she help me grow taller? She can't. The things that truly matter are all out of my control. What could she help me with according to you? It's not like she would be a mother to me I never had. What can I gain from being open to her, and what should I say according to you? I am not going to tell her I am suicidal. That is a risk too big.

no she can’t make you taller or change your size. That’s not really the point. The point is she’s an actual person in real life who already treats you decently. That's more than most of us here have probably. That’s worth more than the posts here telling you it’s over.

You don’t have to tell her you’re suicidal. Just say you’ve been feeling like shit about yourself for a while and it’s been getting to you. See what happens. Worst case nothing changes, best case you get a different perspective that isn’t just the same loop. Right now you’re basically deciding everything is over without really testing much outside your own head + this place.

 

[MoroccanFarmer]

WE need to survive to the point when we would be finally able to elongate our penises to the size we want with science.

 

[deleted dude]

I get what you’re saying but you’re still turning ranges into hard cutoffs. Yeah your country is tall, but that doesn’t mean every guy under 6’ is just done. You’re acting like it’s binary when it’s not. Same with size. 7” exists but that stat also means most dudes aren’t there either. It just feels like everyone is because of what you’ve been exposed to. I mean I see dudes all the time out there who are subpar in those stats but they have girlfriends (it's not Stacy) so it's not really over.

I don't want to be a betabuxx cuck. I want real love, which I will never get. It's over brother.

Also you’re putting everything on a few variables like that’s the only thing that matters. Real life isn’t really that simplistic even if it feels like it when you’re stuck in your head. I just think you should keep coping and never rope. My circumstances are bad too but I'm gonna keep coping. My mom knew life sucked for me because of my bad mental health, extreme social anxiety and isolation, zero friends, my family other than my mom hadn't talked to me in many years and probably didn't know or care if I was dead, non-NT and asked me several years before she died "You would never, ever kill yourself, right?" and I said I wouldn't.

It's because I never had any joy in my life. If I was able to experience joy in different ways, i would not be contemplating suicide. I hope you understand the nuance though. Sure, I have had some small moments of joy by playing some vidya, but I never felt truly happy.

no she can’t make you taller or change your size. That’s not really the point. The point is she’s an actual person in real life who already treats you decently. That's more than most of us here have probably. That’s worth more than the posts here telling you it’s over.

You don’t have to tell her you’re suicidal. Just say you’ve been feeling like shit about yourself for a while and it’s been getting to you. See what happens. Worst case nothing changes, best case you get a different perspective that isn’t just the same loop. Right now you’re basically deciding everything is over without really testing much outside your own head + this place.

What can she offer me then? Like an old woman would travel with an incel like me or do anything with me. She has 5 kids. She won't prioritize me ever. She has people who are more important to her, which is understandable. I am not a priority for anyone. I have accepted that.

 

[deleted dude]

WE need to survive to the point when we would be finally able to elongate our penises to the size we want with science.

If I were to live, I would only serve this purpose: Eradicate small penises out of existence. There already is a solution like @LastGerman noted. Perhaps it's possible that we can produce our own pill or intervention to treat people with small penises. It should not be available though if someone has a big penis. The exact cutoff should be determined. Perhaps if someone has a 6 inch penis, he needs to pay a million. If someone has a 7 inch penis, he needs to pay 10 million dollars. If your penis is below 6 inches, someone pays 50k, while under 5 inches would cost you 10k. I think that would be fair. Men with big penises shouldn't be able to mog more.

 

[MoroccanFarmer]

That would be too beautiful, but i think if there will be any method to enlarge ur penis to a big size, it would be very very niche.

 

[Lonelyus]

My plan for now is to LDAR and book a nice trip in 3 months. What I would like to do with you guys is talk about how I should book my trip in an incel-friendly way. I decided I am going to Japan first, with the possibility of immediately booking a flight to Australia as well. There are some brocels I would like to meet first before I let my spirit escape from this cursed, subpar roach-flesh prison that I have been stuck in.

Im going to another country aswell in 3 months