It's fucking brutal man. To keep living with this subhuman brain. I reached an age (25) where I cba to give a fuck for anything anymore, until I'm no longer a kissless virgin. But even then, it would have been way too late. My disorders hold me away from dating and intimacy. I'm diagnosed some things but I might also have love shyness, idk... a brutal mix of brain chemistry.
Im self-medicating with Phenelzine and now also added TRT (150mg weekly), but I guess it's all for nothing. I'm still a shy, unconfident and boring person not knowing what to say. There's no fix for my disorders. That's what childhood trauma does to a sensitive soul and weak genes.
Im self-medicating with Phenelzine and now also added TRT (150mg weekly), but I guess it's all for nothing. I'm still a shy, unconfident and boring person not knowing what to say. There's no fix for my disorders. That's what childhood trauma does to a sensitive soul and weak genes.
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