Clownworldcell
Recruit
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- Joined
- Jan 5, 2023
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- 490
Their seems to be this absurd double standard with forgiveness where those who aren’t willing to improve get forgiven and it only enables the person who fooled someone in to thinking they could be forgiven to just keep doing what’s wrong. You look at it on the other end of the double standard and those who are willing to improve and can prove they’re willing to improve do not get forgiven.
I’m the kind of guy who will feel sick with guilt over the wrong he’s done and will want forgiveness because I can’t stand being hated people only hate me because they just exaggerate my fucks ups so they can take my fuck ups to villainise me as much as possible. It’s like I can’t afford to make any mistakes because people will never believe I can improve they’ll always lie about me being a threat over a misunderstanding of my mistakes.
The way people will hate me so easily just causes me to hate myself it makes me see others as the kind of people who will always label me as the irredeemable guy they can justify socially excluding. Socially excluding people is counterproductive it just adds to the problem with loneliness. The way I get socially excluded from numerous groups for my mistakes just gives me that much awareness of how much of an outcast I am.
I’m the kind of guy who will feel sick with guilt over the wrong he’s done and will want forgiveness because I can’t stand being hated people only hate me because they just exaggerate my fucks ups so they can take my fuck ups to villainise me as much as possible. It’s like I can’t afford to make any mistakes because people will never believe I can improve they’ll always lie about me being a threat over a misunderstanding of my mistakes.
The way people will hate me so easily just causes me to hate myself it makes me see others as the kind of people who will always label me as the irredeemable guy they can justify socially excluding. Socially excluding people is counterproductive it just adds to the problem with loneliness. The way I get socially excluded from numerous groups for my mistakes just gives me that much awareness of how much of an outcast I am.