Whenever I'm at my most isolated I start seeing 11 11 am every day when checking the time.
Like I think in February, I was at my lowest. It was a bit after I had joined the forum, it was still cold outside, my uni was cancelled, so I was just alone in my apartment every day browsing .is and going for long walks. I had this huge gut wrenching feeling of impending doom, like something bad was coming for me and like I had lost a loved one(I haven't). Both the real world and the forum felt so foreign to me, as I had never used any forum before. I legit had like a week long 11 11am streak, I'd also pause a youtube video and it'd be on 11:11. Rarely happens now, though it still does from time to time.