If you, IT, would see my face you'd tell someone, "yeah it's definetly over for him". I'm a 1/10. I know they're too scared and cowardly to address my predicament. I have a fucking disorder/disability, it's not my fucking fault I'm so deformed!
I look so abnormal, you can't imagine. I'm not only deformed and asymmetric, but my facial features and face/skull in general are so extremely weird.
Please realize how shallow, mean-spirted, and uncaring people are. I look like someone with a disability, yet people make fun of me and THEY are the good guys? In fact, I'd say 95% of humans are BAD. And yet, I'm never allowed to defend myself against the constant bullying.
Even if I were more symmetric, I'd still be very ugly. Divide my face/head into 9 equal squares (from the front, and from the side), and even then, you'd see how abnormal I look. I have no bones in some parts of my face, or wrong growth in others. I've overheard "monster" hundreds of times in the last 14 years when I started looking very ugly (in middle school people told it to me directly).
My head and face are too big, deformed, extremely asymmetric (actually noted in a medical report of CT scan and MRI), and in general just very wrong.
In 95% of cases (19 out of 20 times), strangers do one of the following things upon seeing me:
- giving me a weird, disgusted glance or double-take;
- staring at me;
- pointing at me and saying something ("never seen someone this ugly", "monster", "wtf");
- laughing to themselves or joking about me;
- muttering something to themselves.
I'd say I'm a 1/10 but that's probably just cope, most people would say 0. It's over, regardless.
I look so abnormal, you can't imagine. I'm not only deformed and asymmetric, but my facial features and face/skull in general are so extremely weird.
Please realize how shallow, mean-spirted, and uncaring people are. I look like someone with a disability, yet people make fun of me and THEY are the good guys? In fact, I'd say 95% of humans are BAD. And yet, I'm never allowed to defend myself against the constant bullying.
Even if I were more symmetric, I'd still be very ugly. Divide my face/head into 9 equal squares (from the front, and from the side), and even then, you'd see how abnormal I look. I have no bones in some parts of my face, or wrong growth in others. I've overheard "monster" hundreds of times in the last 14 years when I started looking very ugly (in middle school people told it to me directly).
My head and face are too big, deformed, extremely asymmetric (actually noted in a medical report of CT scan and MRI), and in general just very wrong.
In 95% of cases (19 out of 20 times), strangers do one of the following things upon seeing me:
- giving me a weird, disgusted glance or double-take;
- staring at me;
- pointing at me and saying something ("never seen someone this ugly", "monster", "wtf");
- laughing to themselves or joking about me;
- muttering something to themselves.
I'd say I'm a 1/10 but that's probably just cope, most people would say 0. It's over, regardless.
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