Venting It was not always like this

[Napoleon de Geso]

After childhood it was never good and never easy. Lonelyness in teen years. After college more happenings started, not to normie level, but still a lot, compared to hikikomoring of today. People being friendly with me, even becoming fans at some level, wanting to hang out, coming to my place, people of various ages (but mostly younger ones). Now all of it dispersed, people walked away, some were sent away by me (like that moron former "best friend" who wanted me to forget young cute girls and go after ugly old roasties). And trhis new generation of teens are good for nothing teletubbies, not showing interest or frienlyness into me
So what now, go to therapist or coacher and ask for help in socialisation with new generation of teens?..
Advice to go for people "my age" is denied, because first - I am transageist, and my real age is somewhere about teen or young adult, and second, while being with elder men is ok (except if they starting to tell me to go for old roasties), being with old femoids is boring and uninspiring

 

[Joelossus]

Good for nothing teletubbies

 

[pp183]

I am transageist, and my real age is somewhere about teen or young adult,

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