Venting It seems my journey is coming to a close.

[Sans]

As the number of days until I turn 18 goes down and down, I can see my future disappearing right before my eyes. I really can’t keep up with life anymore. It’s a lonesome road and I can’t handle it anymore. When you were ostracized by your school, made fun of your parents, and even had an attempt on your life for being “an unsightly abomination”, it’s not easy living day by day. People say that even if I had a girlfriend life would still be shit because I’m ugly, but if I had just someone who cared about me and was there for me in life, I would fare much better in life. However, that’s not the case. And it seems like it won’t be. Not a day goes by where I don’t think of roping now. I either want someone to be there for me, or I want this nightmare to end. I’ve tried to befriend countless people (of both sexes) with no success. I’ve been to countless different therapists with no success. It’s not long now... I really don’t know how so many incels can go so long without any happiness. Sometimes I want to cry but I can’t because I’m just numb, so I end up staring blankly. My entire world is devoid of hope, and I can’t cope.

 

[HeebJesus]

As the number of days until I turn 18 goes down and down, I can see my future disappearing right before my eyes. I really can’t keep up with life anymore. It’s a lonesome road and I can’t handle it anymore. When you were ostracized by your school, made fun of your parents, and even had an attempt on your life for being “an unsightly abomination”, it’s not easy living day by day. People say that even if I had a girlfriend life would still be shit because I’m ugly, but if I had just someone who cared about me and was there for me in life, I would fare much better in life. However, that’s not the case. And it seems like it won’t be. Not a day goes by where I don’t think of roping now. I either want someone to be there for me, or I want this nightmare to end. I’ve tried to befriend countless people (of both sexes) with no success. I’ve been to countless different therapists with no success. It’s not long now... I really don’t know how so many incels can go so long without any happiness. Sometimes I want to cry but I can’t because I’m just numb, so I end up staring blankly. My entire world is devoid of hope, and I can’t cope.

This. Even though I may dump on youngcels, I can still remember how I felt so frustrated at their age. It was very painful. The way life has been going for me recently is so bad that even a person who is numb can feel it, and it’s been NON-STOP. I couldn’t stop crying throughout this entire year. There’s been countless shit that really broke me down so far.

 

[blickpall]

Inertia.

 

[Sans]

Inertia.

What do you mean?

This. Even though I may dump on youngcels, I can still remember how I felt so frustrated at their age. It was very painful.

Thank you. It means a lot.

 

[Emergency Manual]

What are you talking about?

 

[FinnCel]

OP have you done drugs?

 

[Sans]

What are you talking about?

OP have you done drugs?

No, I’m not on drugs. I’m feeling worse and worse every day.

 

[Emergency Manual]

You can’t rope, you have to be here to see the full version of Deltarune.

 

[Sans]

You can’t rope, you have to be here to see the full version of Deltarune.

Oh shit that’s right.

Hopefully when I’m 18 I’ll unlock some new copes. And then alcohol at 21. Those will probably be the only things keeping me alive

 

[Sparrow's Song]

I wish I was high IQ enough to be RopePilled at your age.

 

[universallyabhorred]

even had an attempt on your life for being “an unsightly abomination”

elab

 

[Dark-Hatred]

Hold the fuck up.
Sans, you're under age?
Damn dude.

tbh, don't rope, wage slave and get sex robot. Stay alive to spite the fucked world that got you here in the first place. Look misery dead in the eye and bite its nose off.

That and you can always fill the void with escorts, drugs and sex bots.

 

[Emergency Manual]

Hold the fuck up.
Sans, you're under age?
Damn dude.

tbh, don't rope, wage slave and get sex robot. Stay alive to spite the fucked world that got you here in the first place. Look misery dead in the eye and bite its nose off.

That and you can always fill the void with escorts, drugs and sex bots.

tbhngl, inceldom is going to peak in the next decade and I see things changing fast. 2030 is going to be our decade, I feel it now.

 

[Sans]

elab

I’ve been physically attacked, I was quite young (like 8) but it was still traumatizing

 

[universallyabhorred]

I’ve been physically attacked, I was quite young (like 8) but it was still traumatizing

Damn that's terrible dude. By who? And for your looks?

 

[Dark-Hatred]

tbhngl, inceldom is going to peak in the next decade and I see things changing fast. 2030 is going to be our decade, I feel it now.

The revolution is at hand.
There's always going to be people to come after us. Either we change or society does.

I’ve been physically attacked, I was quite young (like 8) but it was still traumatizing

trauma at a young age seems to be a very common thread with incels. I wish you never went through that shit sans. I wish I never did. I got your back man.

 

[Emergency Manual]

I’ve been physically attacked, I was quite young (like 8) but it was still traumatizing

I got molested by the neighbor kid when I was 5. You either turn into a faggot or you become a broken person. I think most of my trauma and social anxiety comes from that event, made me have major trust issues.

 

[Sans]

Damn that's terrible dude. By who? And for your looks?

A bunch of other kids slightly older than me, by trying to hold me underwater while i was at a pool. And I’d like to imagine for being ugly

 

[universallyabhorred]

A bunch of other kids slightly older than me, by trying to hold me underwater while i was at a pool. And I’d like to imagine for being ugly

I'm sorry that happened to you mate. Life as an unattractive male is terrible, everyone hates you and there's nothing you can do about it.

 

[Sans]

I'm sorry that happened to you mate. Life as an unattractive male is terrible, everyone hates you and there's nothing you can do about it.

Not your fault.

I normally don’t like making these kinds of threads because it makes me seem like an attention seeking roastie. But I have nowhere else to vent.

 

[universallyabhorred]

I normally don’t like making these kinds of threads because it makes me seem like an attention seeking roastie. But I have nowhere else to vent.

Don't worry, you definitely don't come of that way. I can tell you have had a hard life, like most of us. Feel free to talk to me if you ever need to, I am here to listen.

 

[Sans]

Don't worry, you definitely don't come of that way. I can tell you have had a hard life, like most of us. Feel free to talk to me if you ever need to, I am here to listen.

Thank you - same to you, and anyone else reading this.

 

[ScornedStoic]

I smoked drugs and sneaked alcohol for the past year to cope. It isn't easy. But then, I have multiple problems past inceldom. I've been struggling since I was born and things have only gotten worse with each year, and so my ability to cope has always been perpendicularly forced to adapt. If you were suddenly forced to deal with inceldom I'd understand checking out. I'm going to keep going until I drop though, with the hopes I can make it a few more years until I'm on my own. We'll see if I can make it. Hopefully you do too.

 

[FinnCel]

No, I’m not on drugs. I’m feeling worse and worse every d

I didn't ask if you are on drugs. I'm saying do drugs.
Start with alcohol and weed. Good copes

 

[Deleted member 19236]

Just accept it, it never gets better

 

[stravinsky]

No, I’m not on drugs.

That's your first mistake. Get experimenting ASAP, at least delay your roping until after you have explored the limits of your brains reward centers.

 

[AlwaysLawRoute]

18? There's still a lot of suffering waiting for you bro.

 

[iblamemyself]

Pfft @ youngcels.

 

[blickpall]

What do you mean?

A ball in motion stays in motion. Sometimes we are just living because we are alive.

 

[Lux]

the end for me is not near, the future awaits things that will make me the role of a protagonist inside a cell, losing freedom but gaining the desired prestige; yes, I will know of the dark nature of each one I will know, for having the knowledge of what is obscure and remote I am well after bathing in cognitive enlightenment; the journey will end, mine at least, when DAY ARRIVES, though I used to think it would never come: It's near, but only a reflection of a presence of mine that will come to the fore, to fame, but it's relative and maybe not even improve mine. condition

 

[The Abyss]

Sucks man, would be better to take out the trash than throw the towel in though if possible. If you was at the end of your rope absolutely guaranteed, I wouldn't mind offering some services to help you along if the logistics were right & the financial incentive was bright.

 

[Deleted member 20659]

I wish I had nothing to lose, but unlike you my parents love me. I would do wild stuff

 

[Weston404]

Not a day goes by where I don’t think of roping now.

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[Sans]

I wish I had nothing to lose, but unlike you my parents love me. I would do wild stuff

My parents do love me, but they still make comments about my appearance.

 

[Wyatt Kaesar]

Not even 18 and he's already a cel.

 

[Ropemaxx]

Oh shit that’s right.

Hopefully when I’m 18 I’ll unlock some new copes. And then alcohol at 21. Those will probably be the only things keeping me alive

Be careful with copes, they can make you live long enough to become an oldcel, and being an oldcel ain't a joke.

 

[kingturtle]

I feel sorry for you. I feel the same way. I feel sorry for myself. The world has no sympathy for us. I'm not sure what to tell you. I wish I might offer a solution, but I don't know what to say.

 

[StaroRavager]

If you find that there is nothing to gain by continuing than by all means, save yourself the time, effort, and suffering

My entire world is devoid of hope, and I can’t cope.

On the other hand you could just get into the rap game and statusmaxx

 

[Feces]

Oh wow 18. Must be nice

 

[ihaveno1]

as the wise Brettyboy would say: Let's hope it isn't over, man.

 

[zangano1]

You are roping or what?

 

[muharremabi]

I feel you op. This shit is so fucking hard to handle.

 

[frustratedhapa]

I'd do anything to be 18 again

 

[Pigman]

Sorry brother, society is evil and must change

 

[Bleachcel]

I got molested by the neighbor kid when I was 5. You either turn into a faggot or you become a broken person. I think most of my trauma and social anxiety comes from that event, made me have major trust issues.

Got molested too ngl. Shit broke me and eats me inside

 

[Emergency Manual]

Got molested too ngl. Shit broke me and eats me inside

It's over, no amount of therapy is going to fix us.

 

[Bleachcel]

It's over, no amount of therapy is going to fix us.

Yep, now add that onto physical and verbal bullying from my inceldom from my preschool years all the way up to my current years in high school. It’s over

 

[startcel]

Are you the guy that made the Knajjd Fan Club Theme Song? I've been listening to it for some days now, I love it.

 

[Sans]

Are you the guy that made the Knajjd Fan Club Theme Song? I've been listening to it for some days now, I love it.

Yes, I may take it down and remaster it though because the audio quality is quite shit

 

[azakhan]

Turning 18 in 4 days, I doubt my life will change much tho, I could already buy alcohol and cigs before, I won't make a driver license because I'm scared of driving. If anything it's going to be worse because soon school ends and I will have to go to work or uni. I don't know what's worse.