Hatred
Endless Rage
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I have both autism and ADHD. No one else in my family has autism, one of my cousins has ADHD but he's super NT. On top of that, I'm a deathnic in the west, and an ugly one too. I am constantly trapped in my thoughts, lacking all situational awareness while hyperfocusing on one thing at a time, dogshit attention span, can't do anything productive for more than 15 minutes on end, socially awkward despite being fully aware of it I can't change it, no matter how many times I try to mask it. I will never achieve anything in life, I will nevER fit in. I don't know what horrific crimes I must have committed in my past life to be cursed like this. I want to apply for NEETbux but that would mean cutting my studymaxxing and career by half and dashing any dreams of me ever earning a good salary through some ricecel stem career.





