I’m feeling very strong suicidal thoughts right now, I got rejected by a girl again, that was really the last time I’ll try I'm only 18 years old, just so you know. My hate for woman is so high, I had such a Roid rage before from Steroids. I really don’t know what to do anymore. It’s really just over. I’m really doing everything I pay for everything, I improve my appearance, I’m nice, I take pregabalin so Girls don’t notice I have social anxiety I don’t say weird things. I just look for normal looking girls who are slightly below my average in terms of face. I’m about average height for my country when wearing shoes I am white, have blue eyes, and my face is average, and even that still isn’t enough. Unfortunately, I’m autistic, but I try not to let it show. Even if I become rich now and also get limb lengthening and face surgeries, I will never forget what was done to me. There is simply no escape. You can call me fakecel because of my age or my face, but I’m really just telling the truth Girls are not interested in me I really did try, so that’s not the issue either. Geomaxxing is not an option for me.
