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I always think about this whenever i'm outside and I see a normie with a foid, whether it be his gf or even just a friend. I hate how it's such a casual, insignificant thing for them.
It happens so often that they don't think anything of it.
I imagine that if I was in that situation the adrenaline rush would be insane. I'd be overloaded with both fear and excitement. Talking to an actual female in a casual setting. A female that is actually interested in talking to you. Fuck, that is so crazy to think about to me. In my incel brain it's the equivalent of winning the lottery.
It only happened to me once when I talked to a foid alone for an hour (not a brag https://incels.is/threads/this-is-w...-as-a-low-value-male-highschool-story.173810/)
This was almost 3 years ago and I still think about it to this day. I remember the EXACT spot we met in. In fact, I go there every so often and just stare at that bench I saw her sitting on, reminiscing about that beautiful day. I remember what she and I wore.. I remember almost exactly what we talked about. I remember the exact route we walked for an hour. I remember some of the people we passed that day. I remember what I bought in the shop on our way back. I remember how alive I felt for the first time since I was a child after we said goodbye to each other and went home.
Each anniversary (I know, i'm pathetic) I go to that same spot, at the exact time and I walk the same route we did that day and on the way back I always go to the same shop and buy the same things.
Holy fuck I am so lonely.
It happens so often that they don't think anything of it.
I imagine that if I was in that situation the adrenaline rush would be insane. I'd be overloaded with both fear and excitement. Talking to an actual female in a casual setting. A female that is actually interested in talking to you. Fuck, that is so crazy to think about to me. In my incel brain it's the equivalent of winning the lottery.
It only happened to me once when I talked to a foid alone for an hour (not a brag https://incels.is/threads/this-is-w...-as-a-low-value-male-highschool-story.173810/)
This was almost 3 years ago and I still think about it to this day. I remember the EXACT spot we met in. In fact, I go there every so often and just stare at that bench I saw her sitting on, reminiscing about that beautiful day. I remember what she and I wore.. I remember almost exactly what we talked about. I remember the exact route we walked for an hour. I remember some of the people we passed that day. I remember what I bought in the shop on our way back. I remember how alive I felt for the first time since I was a child after we said goodbye to each other and went home.
Each anniversary (I know, i'm pathetic) I go to that same spot, at the exact time and I walk the same route we did that day and on the way back I always go to the same shop and buy the same things.
Holy fuck I am so lonely.
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