
SlayerSlayer
Mod: Deranged former Yakuza member and chink Cel
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When I look at myself, I get weak. It's not even the ugliness I see that makes me sad. I see the summation of all my life's failures embodied by the image that is me. It is a reminder of my own disappointment. My failure to launch. It's an image that's whole yet should be shattered. It's a reminder that I'm alone. I've never looked at myself and not been alone. The only space that surrounds me is emptiness. It's vast and fools would tire trying to reach me. Nobody wants me. It's a reminder that when I walk, people look away. Look away at the exact moment I was close to looking at them.
It makes me not want to live anymore just me looking at me.
It makes me not want to live anymore just me looking at me.