Khaplain40KKK
RunningFromFemoids
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As an asocial Aspie, incel, and blackpilled I am often alone. So I developed very distinct thought and behavior patterns. Even I notice I'm not your "typical" incel. Often among other self-proclaimed outcasts I often have to limit what I say and do to not be cast out.
In public, I act very different as I need to keep a job and maintain relationships with my family members. But online I am usually "myself" online as I really have no place to vent in my personal life. As I feel trapped almost all the time, being unable to express myself.
When you're isolated for so long, you look at things from an objective standpoint almost always. It's really hard for me to look at things at a "social" standpoint, as that is illogical and I prefer to stick to myself unless I can use other for my own gain.
For better or worse, my independent thought was reinforced at the cost of my sociality.
In public, I act very different as I need to keep a job and maintain relationships with my family members. But online I am usually "myself" online as I really have no place to vent in my personal life. As I feel trapped almost all the time, being unable to express myself.
When you're isolated for so long, you look at things from an objective standpoint almost always. It's really hard for me to look at things at a "social" standpoint, as that is illogical and I prefer to stick to myself unless I can use other for my own gain.
For better or worse, my independent thought was reinforced at the cost of my sociality.