I thought I was okay, I knew I was not the prettiest guy in my classroom but I thought I had a chance, as time passed the new traces of my face were forming on account of adolescence and then I realized that people treated me very differently from others, others did not suffer humiliation, torture, but I was always a guinea pig of normies, so I came to the conclusion that they only did this with those they did not see as a real humans and this view of them on me was based purely on my appearance