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Letmego
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I dont go to the gym. At my height its just laughable, especially in my neighborhood. Its all tall black men. Im chinese.I am a lipscel, teethcel, chincel and a jawcel. This made my ugly face looks retarded when smiling or laughing. When I was in school I used to laugh and smile. But when I did other students would barley hold their laughter when looking at my smiling/laughing face. Once, I caught my teacher making fun of my face when smiling behind my back. It really used to break me and make me extremely torn and sad inside. I was constantly thinking about my face. I used to fantasize about not being ugly. I wished I wasn't ugly. Anyway, because of this, I developed a lifestyle with absolute minimization of laughing and smiling. Most people I met never saw me smile.
What about you Brethren?