Theory Is prostitution really so untenable? Let's explore...

[Solo Disident]

Hmmm, I dunno what kind of problem that is, if you don't enjoy it with a condom maybe desensitized? Might have to quit porn for a while.

Some women will have raw sex for extra, but it's probably too risky.

No, I have the opposite problem. I am too sensitive. I even have problems to masturbate. Im cut too.
So basically I need some real flesh with real lubrication against my penis to feel soma pleasure. Is not a problem of too much fapping, quite the opossite.

I know there is the remote chance of having raw, but is so risky and im so bad luck that i wont risk it. I would also need to travel to another country to fuck JBs you know, sexual tourism like so many people does but is also out of my posssibilities.

You can see why I was truly fucked from the beggining and prostitution althouth semi-legal were I live it has not being an option yet.

I'm worried I'd have a breakdown if I lost my virginity to a prostitute and felt extreme disappointment at the lack of affection.
Love is what I want, deep down, not cooming.

I have that worry too. I feel the way you do. The emotional damage from rejection and not receibing love has being the biggest blow in my life unfortunatelly. So I'm afraid that would hapen to me too. Some more trauma to add to an allready long list...

Escorting isn't a good option for a man with an anxiety disorder, you are paying through your nose to have an incredibly uncomfortable experience. Escorting is just for NT's and autists with low anxiety levels.

Agreed. I have such levels of anxiety and imsomnia that just the thought of scorting make my stomach puke. What a waste of an human being I am

Have you picked up any STD's from banging hookers over the years?

Im also very interested in knowing this as if I do anything related in the future. Have you picked STDs from having condomless blowjobs?? Is probably the only kind of sex I could have.