My mom and step dad did everything they could to destroy my confidence as a kid and I'm not sure if that's something you come back from. I've been taking all the drugs big pharma gives me and have been talking to my bluepilled therapist and have absolutely nothing to show for it. I can't make friends because I spent my childhood staring at screens instead of learning how to talk to people. I have exactly three childhood friends but the first one ditched me after getting a gf and the second got brainwashed into becoming a male foidist during college. The third one was even more blackpilled than me but I guess the years of rejection broke his brain because he was dressed as an e girl the last time I saw him lol. So that leaves me with no friends and no social skills. Does that mean it's over or is there a way out?
